I should have seen it coming.
All the signs are there.
I feel stupid.
The more I take, the more I break.
The more I care, the less I get.
Not stupid.
I know what's going to happen.
Predicted it from the start.
But I let myself hope.
Yet change comes.
I have nothing
To say anymore.
What comes, comes.
I'll let it be.
Hope is evil.
The more I love
The more I lose.
The more I trust
The more it hurts.
Drifting apart.
Cold shoulders,
Harsh words.
No longer any time
To spare.
24 hours is better spent.
Away.
or in silence,
or in more pain.
Nothing lasts forever.
All are lies or deception.
Everyone is same.
Everything is pain.
The more I try
To block it out
The more it lingers
The more it aches.
Short tempers,
Annoyance and glares.
Curt answers
Or tense silence
Thicker than I can break.
Too proud to say sorry
Too strong to cry
Too weak to forget
Too bitter to forgive.
The more I give.
The more you leave.
Nothing I can do
To stop you from
Slowly turning your back.
And walking away.
What will be
I accept.
Hold my head high.
With determination,
grit, and a tough look
In my eyes.
Lonely or cold
This road I will walk.
With my own two feet
Firmly planted on the ground
With no use for helping hands or
aid.
For I believe.
In myself.
And hope for the best.
Good luck.
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