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Saturday, March 26, 2011
WORRIED AS HELL
It's like, this is even more stressful than getting SPM results.

Waiting and waiting.. Applying in countless forms..

I still haven't decided. What if I get a scholarship for engineering and I hate it?? And worse, what if I don't get anything? It's just "MAAF ANDA TIDAK DITERIMA."

Fucking shit depressed.

I think, that I don't love him anymore. Just, I still care is all. Care whether he's doing well or not. It's me accepting that some things can't be forced, but it'll happen if it happens. I am in that zen acceptance stage. I guess. He's happy so it's good.

FUCK SHIT SO WORRIED LA WHAT IF I CAN'T GET ANY SCHOLARSHIPS FUCKKK.

Congrats to my friends though, most of them really hit the jackpot :)


 


EMO SHITSS HAHA

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