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Sunday, January 2, 2011
Sorry, woke up and felt emo
I made your life so full of drama and pain that you won't even give me a second thought.

I guess after all this I just want reassurance that you'll never forget you knew a girl named Ena. Instead of you pretending you've never met me or shared anything with me.

Still wake up everyday willing for there to be a text from you in my phone.

I'm not ready for anything at all anymore. Still so sad inside. Everytime I laugh it sounds and feels empty.

If it's true what you said, wish you and her happy. Maybe I was just replaceable and forgettable after all.

Finding a person you truly like, getting to know him, learning to be comfortable with him, trusting him, giving him all your love, making him a part of your life, looking forward to seeing him always, and having your heart broken as he leaves, and all this hard work for the past year goes wasted.

You always said, whenever we fought, Just wait till after SPM k? We been together so long already. Don't give up now. We will spend lotsa time together after SPM alright? And we can fix all our problems.
Remember when we met for the first time? Or all the times we stayed up to comfort one another? Remember?? Remember?? Or have you forgotten??

All the times we made up and stayed strong through the disagreements and misunderstandings? All the times we almost gave up but we worked hard to stay together? After going through hell and high waters to solve all our initial problems, why can't you let me solve this one??

I JUST WANT TO MAKE A FRESH START.

Gonna be a lonely CNY. After you know how happiness feels like, and it gets taken away, you're left with nothing. Like how, I always did well without a boyfriend but after having one and losing him, just makes me feel that everyday i get out of the wrong side of the bed.

P.S :

Kiki just said:
Not long after we met,**** menceritakan hasratnya untuk bersamamu. At first I thought he was kidding, but then it came true and he was very happy :D I know I shouldnt be saying this, but after reading your blog, I kinda felt sad too, because I can feel for both of you remember when you both visited my house?
and it sorta cheered me up that he was happy, and like he said kind of sad because it's all gone.

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&the time is 3:32 PM
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