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Wednesday, January 19, 2011
Made Up My Mind

I have made my decision. I'm not going to forget you. I'm going to get you back. No matter how hard or painful, I won't give up. I'll wait till the end of time.

What hurts is not being able to tell you I miss you. What hurts is knowing you 100% deleted me from your life while I'm pining over your Facebook profile every night. What hurts is not having you by my side.

I don't know what's happy anymore, I'm serious. I've only been in pain for these past few weeks.

Darling, I have really changed. Please just give me this one last try. I'll do anything. I know you are sick of trying. I know you have tried a million times. I know each time, I'm just the same.

But this time, we've been apart for so long. The pain is like nothing I've felt before. I swear, if u just say yes and talk to me, I'd show you. I won't fight with you or force you to do things for me like before. I won't control you or scold you or hurt you or lie to you.

I promise, and please. Please don't give up on me. I need you, I love you.

We can take things slow. I will do anything to make you feel comfortable. Make you happy. Please let me back into your life, because I truly have changed. Just tell me how you want me to prove it. Actions speak louder than words. Say it and I'll do it.

Anything for you.

P.S sure it's stupid of me, bla bla, i'm just going to suffer, but please support me here. I love him more than I love myself. It's my mess, let me fix it.


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