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Wednesday, January 19, 2011
It's Been So Long

It's hard that as days pass, we become more and more distant. I should accept that you're gone forever, but I can't.

It tears me apart how friendly you are to other girls. I know I no longer have any right, but in my heart I still love you dearly. And I'm so jealous and sad when I see all that.

I re-read some of your harsh msgs to me just now. In one you told me "Shut up. Pls move on and stop bothering me. You're jus getting annoying. I'm kinda hating you nw. I change fast because I have a life k? Unlike u. You let 'true love' control u. As for me? I don't believe in this love bullshit and I never have. Your academic so good for what? Ure stupid."

And it's strange that I don't hate you for your treatment of me, I don't hate you for doing this to me. Why? Maybe I feel I deserve it? Maybe we just weren't right for each other?

All i know is that I miss you, and though it's been so long since I've seen you, I still see your face clearly every night in my dreams.

I love you, dear. ♥


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