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Monday, January 3, 2011
It's Hard To Call You My 'Ex'
I'm scared I won't find this happiness elsewhere.

I'm scared I won't be able to be happy again.

I'm scared we'll end up being strangers, because now that I've let go it seems like all our familiarity is gone. I can't talk to you like I always did before,and that scares me.

In some ways, I wish you'd hate me rather than forget me completely.

Does that make sense?

Quote: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.Think about it, when she’s too much for you.. She just wants the best for you. Because to her YOU’RE the best. If you don’t like something, talk to her about it. You mean so much to her. Don’t just give up. Don’t just leave because you want the easy way out.

I remember everything so clearly.. Even though the memories bring me pain. Can you just forget so easily?

I am sick now and I'm not even used to not having you there for me when I'm sick.

No matter how much i tell myself to forget you, it still runs in my head. I have to cry and cry just to make myself tired and fall asleep..

I really want you back but I know it's changed now. I know you're happy without me.. I know you've moved on.. I know I don't cross your mind or heart anymore. Then why do I still love you and pray everyday for a miracle?

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I don't know what else to do.. There's nothing that can be done. Except forget.. and I can't. I'm sorry, but sorry doesn't solve anything does it? Though I've changed.. You still see the old me.. And despite it all, I still love you. Though you don't love me anymore, I love you every second of the day.

My only wish is just to be able to hold your hand in mine again and hear you say those 3 words. I wish I could get some horrible injury and need an operation or something.. Then at least I would have a reason to force you to see me..

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