emo NOTE NUMBER ONE MILLION:
I thought I was getting over you. I thought I was. But in the end, I wasn't.
Why won't you believe me? Can you trust me? Please? PLEASE OK??
I am really sorry already. I KNOW I WAS A ROYAL BITCH TO YOU OK??? I know. I have realised.
I HAVE CHANGED. I'm not like before. Please, even though it won't go back to like before. But we can create a new future together. If you'd just give me a chance.
I still love you. I still miss you. I WANT TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIFE.
It hurts so freaking bad that you don't even want to acknowledge my existence.
I wish I could just stop caring.