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Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Another One
IM POSTING ALL THE NOTES I POSTED ON FB ON MY BLOG NOW. KTHXBYE.


Well everyone has read my blog. Practically everyone has been inboxing me and all that. I just don't need that now.

I still want you back.

I still cry myself to sleep every night.

I still look at your photos though it hurts, because I miss you.

It's been 5 weeks. Since I lost you. After 1 year 4 months 2 days together.

You say it will always and forever be a NO. And I know you enough to know that you will have no regrets, and you're stubborn and you won't change your mind. I know you're sick of me. And you hate me.

But I still want you back so much.

What sucks is that I know if you do give me a chance, we CAN be happy again. It WILL work out.

JUST YOU WON'T TRY AGAIN. And it sucks because I LOVE YOU.

I should back off by now, but no. No matter how harsh you are to me, I can't freaking forget you.

Our long msn chats, our secret dates, our promises and phonecalls, I miss that.

What I miss most, is the fact that you were always there EVERYDAY. I wake up, to a msg from you. I'll tell you everything, what I'm going to do later, what I'm doing now, what I feel. If something interesting or sad or funny happens, I'll immediately tell you. If I'm sick or down, I'll immediately get a cheer up msg from you.

And now, I still itch to reach for my phone to text you, to tell you everything, though I know you don't care.

Can you please don't give up on me? Can you please change your mind? Can you feel sorry for me for the last time? Can you don't hate me?

Can you just give me this last chance? Can you just try one more time, and believe in me?

Please.


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