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Friday, October 8, 2010
I Feel So Screwed
Face it, having a blog means I pour all my emo self pity crap in it in the vain hopes that some handsome stranger shall read it and take it upon him to cheer me up LOL.

I seriously have no direction in my life no. My grades suck balls and it's so unfair how others are getting high marks but i'm quite sure mine are ok too. But this particular subject is subjective and flexible but ARGHHH it's so unfair FML it's mock and I have flunked big time.

Drama happening in small quantities. I can't care less, school ends in a few weeks. And thus ends a phase of my so far sheltered life, and I will be able to make my own decisions and grow up.

I don't know what I'm doing after SPM, though it's only a month away. School is as usual pointless and I just feel I'm rotting away at school. I get confused, distracted, exhausted after school and frankly I wish I could stay home and study.

Anyhow I'm really struggling now, because cliche as it sounds the next few months will decide my future and it will be my ticket to *inserts place*

All areas of appearance, social life and relationships with people are under disrepair.

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&the time is 4:45 PM
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Saturday, October 2, 2010
I'm sorta kinda back
Why did I stop blogging?


1) I hate my blog layout and I don't want to change it because it's so time consuming FML.

2) I'm busy with all sorts of crap for example STUDIES so lifeless nowadays sighs.

3) My life is boring and I really got no juice or what to blog about. Though I do have a new person-I-hate :D

4) Being in a relationship makes me a sickly emo or sickly mushy person whom I hate and I hate polluting my blog with all that ick

5) My streamyx drives me really NUTS

GIANT CAMWHORE PHOTO NOW cause i have nothing to blog about



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&the time is 9:38 PM
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