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Monday, November 30, 2009
I Still Appreciate Life
Sometimes you spend so much time being realistic and cynical and not putting your hopes up to avoid pain and being indifferent, being lazy, being grown-up, that you throw away your life. Why can't we shamelessly show what we feel?

Jump with joy? Weep with sorrow? Without being judged, being criticised. Fake pretenses, phony barriers. Everyone is fake.

Sometimes I feel that I do well in my exams but I just say I did badly even though I just want to say "YES I ACED IT!!" Because if I don't do well, it'll hurt. Because then people will judge me. Criticise me. Better to shut up and pretend I flunked.

Maybe sometimes, we should just lean back and appreciate the beauty of things. Things fall apart, but they were beautiful at a point, and appreciation is the most important.

When someone means more to you than ever. When you love someone more and more everyday. When you can't be happier. When every second passes you wish you were with that person. Why ruin it all with petty unimportant things? Why care about materialism? Why care about such CRAP if you have something beautiful under your eyes?

I know it's inevitable. I mean, everyone fights with their parents. But still. We're all kinda stupid. Sighs.

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