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Monday, November 30, 2009
I'M EMPLOYED
Newfound love for ♥Clare's blue contacts. Still, I'm ordering Super Nudy Grey from this guy online. It's going to make my iris as big as my whole eyeball :D

OK, I miss the days I was more normal than this. I finally landed my first official job. I was excited but now no more.

I can't help thinking, as I munch on keropok, as I watch lousy soaps, as I nap for gours, that this will the last time I can do that ever again.

This is the last holidays before SPM. No more waking up at 2pm. No more going out with friends.

The money isn't really that good, but what the hell, I fucking need it. I owe people like RM 66. And I need to get someone a Christmas gift ♥

It's at Boulevard, I went there, filled a form and voila I'm hired. I start work on Wednesday. I'm a sales assistant at the ladies department. Trying to rope Shelly in too.

Free lunch at their cafe, 8 hour job. Need to open an AmBank account, can only wear black slacks and black shoes. Must wear their T-shirt. Overtime sometimes. Sundays work full shift.

Blehhh. I HATE WORKING. Will miss my easy life. I'm doing this just for someone =.=

Giving up my last month of holidays just for you =(

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&the time is 11:09 PM
posted by Ena ♥


♥ I Still Appreciate Life
Sometimes you spend so much time being realistic and cynical and not putting your hopes up to avoid pain and being indifferent, being lazy, being grown-up, that you throw away your life. Why can't we shamelessly show what we feel?

Jump with joy? Weep with sorrow? Without being judged, being criticised. Fake pretenses, phony barriers. Everyone is fake.

Sometimes I feel that I do well in my exams but I just say I did badly even though I just want to say "YES I ACED IT!!" Because if I don't do well, it'll hurt. Because then people will judge me. Criticise me. Better to shut up and pretend I flunked.

Maybe sometimes, we should just lean back and appreciate the beauty of things. Things fall apart, but they were beautiful at a point, and appreciation is the most important.

When someone means more to you than ever. When you love someone more and more everyday. When you can't be happier. When every second passes you wish you were with that person. Why ruin it all with petty unimportant things? Why care about materialism? Why care about such CRAP if you have something beautiful under your eyes?

I know it's inevitable. I mean, everyone fights with their parents. But still. We're all kinda stupid. Sighs.

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&the time is 12:53 AM
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Thursday, November 26, 2009
TAG
The Rules: Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.
Then your own comment below.
Tag 5 people.


1.Your name?
- Ena

A unique flower that can only be found in the middle of the Empty Quarter, One only exist and still today it stands with beauty.

WOW.


2. Age?
Sixteen!

Most commonly referred to someone's age. It is said to be one's "Prime," age, where they look/shine/feel their best. Sixteen is the age where you get multitudes of exciting privileges such as quickie-driviers' license, get a decent job (Host/hostess,) and you're no longer at the very "bottom" of highschool.

O.O...errmmm.


3. One of your friends?
Clare!

An extremely pasty white person.

HAHAHAHAHAH CLARE SURE HAPPY


4. Favourite colour?
Pink

The New Red! Donut's favorite color.
"My armor's not pink. You guys are colorblind. It's more of a lightish red." "Guess what? They already have a color for lightish red. You know what its called? Pink!"

=.=

5. Birthplace?
Kuching

''The capital of Sarawak, Kuching is is the 4th largest urban area in Malaysia and with probably the best quality of life. It is a beautiful, green, laid-back city with non racist people (comprised of mostly Chinese, then Malays and Dayaks)- which is a like far-away dream in most parts of Malaysia. Most only 'learnt how to become' racist after staying for some time in West Malaysia. Intermarriage especially among the Chinese and Dayaks are common. Kuching has the best of both worlds - the facilities of a modern city and the strong community ties of a small town. In short, Kuching is a wonderful place to live in but a mindnumbingly boring place for tourists. ''
''Contrary to what quite a lot of West Malaysians think, Kuching people are not uneducated and 'ulu'. The fact is most Kuchingites can speak better English then them. Kuching also ranks as the no. 2 highest average household income. ''
''Most Kuchingites have the same hobby - eating. This is why there are so many kopitiams over here. Our most famous foods are the kolo mee, laksa Sarawak, kacangma and midin belacan. ''
''Kuching is developing at a very pace rapid pace and this is not neccesarily a good thing. Rising crime, traffic jams, several new malls, and more coming soon might turn Kuching into another unlivable metropolis. Currently however, crime and traffic are still much better than in other large cities in Malaysia. ''

Kuchingnites RULE MAN.


6..Month of your birth?
October
the birthstone for this month is Opal, but there is also a cheaper Rose Zicron.
and it's also the best month ever if your birthday is in it

=.=

7. Last person you talked to ?
My mom.

How the hell does the crap above this get into urbandictionary....cmon people..we need editors that actually read it..not just click and go "next".......this is ridicoulous...i submitted something that was actually real...its used around here but then this stuff gets put in

WTF..


8. One of your nicknames?
Nana

what i call my granny

this tag sucks

Tag five people:

Yin Kii
Edith
FLorr
Clare
Shel

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&the time is 10:32 PM
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Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Holidays Seem To Have Been Forever
Only a week, but it feels like an eternity. But still, I love wasting away, sleeping at dawn and waking past noon.

I've been going through a rough phase, and I hope I'll get through it. =(

Blogs seem more and more emo nowadays. Hahahaha.

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&the time is 4:44 PM
posted by Ena ♥


♥ Why We Dislike Malaysian Politicians
1. Most of them stutter.
2. Most of them can't speak English properly.
3. Most of them speak as if they are reading from a piece of paper.
4. Most of them are BLUR.
5. Most of them mumble.
6. Most of them are inept.
7. Most of them don't keep promises.
8. Most of them are corrupt.
9. Most of them aren't passionate about what they're doing.
10. Most of them will throw me in jail for dissing them HAHAHA.

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&the time is 4:34 PM
posted by Ena ♥


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Saturday, November 21, 2009
Bored to Death
Blahh, an update after a long while.

I HATE MY LIFE RIGHT NOW EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT DEFORMED AND NOT STARVING AND ITS HOLIDAYS YADDA YADDA I'M NOT AN ETHIOPIAN GIRL PROSTITUTING ON THE STREETS BUT I'M JUST PMS-ING.

Ok, I am really broke. Like, in the negatives. I owe people a ton of money and I hate it I really do. I never think. If I go out and don't have enough money for something, well, the normal thing people do is say "Ooops let's do something else" but no instead I go and BORROW money wtf

Been kinda emo lately but things are picking up. But now that PMS is here life sucks again on a whole new level.

Did my hair today. I have straighter hair now :D

I hate saying no to people. Already I've rejected 3 times to go out. I WANT TO GO OUT I NEED MONEY WAAAAAAA~~~ Looking for jobs though. Any to recommend?

Every little thing pisses me off nowadays..like the way people take photos. But ain't gonna bitch about that because I also ever kenak.

OH AND I HATE BEING DELETED FROM FACEBOOK FOR NO REASON AT ALL.

That's it, week in a nutshell. Going off to bedddd~~~

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&the time is 4:21 AM
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Friday, November 13, 2009
♥ ♥ ♥
I hate smokers. Urgh.

Been reflecting a lot lately on life.

Addicted to Tumblr. Got a few prizes recently T_T

No academic ones though.

It's 5.15 am. Going to bed!

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&the time is 5:15 AM
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Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Pissed off
I'm pissed off, fucked up, fed up and just plain depressed. Crying for no reason, shit like that. Shit happens, Choral Speaking prizes won't be given one by one to the team members this Prizegivign Day.

We are the first team in 9 years to reach national level. Heck, we won third place in the nationals.

Barack Obama is the first black US president ever. Oh, let's make him move from the White House into a suburban flat.

We are not getting the appreciation we deserve. It would mean so much to us. No, it is not a small thing. IT IS A MUTHAFUCKING WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE thing.

I love Tumblr this is my link.

http://enaliewxoxo.tumblr.com/

URGH so want to bitch. Results suck, life sucks.

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&the time is 9:06 PM
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Saturday, November 7, 2009
Songs ♫
I have been digging these songs recently.

Two is Better Than One. When I'm With You. From This Moment. When You Say Nothing At All.

Random lyrics from these songs.

♥From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

♥The smile on your face lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth in your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say nothing at all

♥Maybe it's true I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the best of my life
When you've already got me coming undone
Maybe two is better than one

♥When I'm With You
I'll make every second count
'Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm With You


Ok, coloured fonts. Little hearts. Sappy lyrics. OMG I AM SO DISGUSTING.

=)

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&the time is 2:04 AM
posted by Ena ♥


♥ I'm Updating Again WOOO
My blog is rotting to hell and I can't save it because frankly I have not many angry topics to blog about since I'm in such a disgustingly good mood these few days.

Ok, if I were to agree with Edith then ok lah. Her mention on homosexuals. Well, she's right. What right do we have to debate about whether or not these law-abiding, normal, respectable people do with their personal lives? I can't stand all the anti-gay sentiments. My class is surprisingly gay-tolerant though. Hoorays for 4Sc1.

Watching videos at clicknetwork.tv and reading blogs and facebooking. It's pretty boring, but I guess I'm going KBox tomorrow.

Top 10 Websites I Go To

1. Xiaxue! I love her.

2. Kenny Sia. Another fave blogger.

3. fmylife.com laughing at people with sucky lives.

4. mlia HAHA no life even worse ok.

5. Listverse. I LOVE THIS SITE! I LOVE LISTS!

6. fourfeetnine.com

7. sweatlee.com

8. clicknetwork HAHA funny videos!

9. cheesie! I really adore her.

10. Ok, the blogs I stalk. It's creepy so I won't reveal whose blog I stalk. HAHA there are 3 girls whose blog I stalk. I LOOOVE stalking girls who are happily in a relationship, cause their happiness is infectious.

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&the time is 1:54 AM
posted by Ena ♥


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Monday, November 2, 2009
Interact Installation
I'm way too lazy to upload any pictures but it was a great weekend anyhow. I dressed up as a playboy bunny. My mum DIY-ed the choker and ears and everything. Shelly had to poser my dress =.=

Clare and Florr went as devils. Rawrr. I got Florr red fishnet gloves that she wore. We were very picturesque. Everyone else looked really pretty!

Still i was a little in my own world and pretty blind to my surroundings xP probably because of my company =)

This is a short post because I am impatient to get in my room and take off my bloody contacts (i mean that figuratively)!

Loved the Darrens singing. Loved Sam's dancing. The only thing I didn't like was the temperature. It was really freaking cold in there.

Love the lighting in the Sarawak Club washroom! Camwhored a lot. Pictures all on Facebook. If you aren't a friend of mine on Facebook, then you should be. Just mention my blog and you'll be my face friend xD

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&the time is 11:58 PM
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