My computer can go die already. It keeps restarting by itself.
I can go die already. I wish I could restart everything.
Firstly, I haven't been studying. It's freaking 2 weeks from my finals. I've been going out a lot. I love putting on makeup and going shopping. Especially since half the population of school has been going to Spring. I'm serious, it's now like my 2nd home.
Apart from that, me and my heart got issues. Wait, me and my fucking brain has issues. My phone has issues. My PC has issues.
I want to die already. I hate my PC. I hate my phone. I hate that I am broke. I hate that I am short. I hate that I lost my IC. I hate that my exams are near. I hate Blogger.
I hate myself. I only hurt others and I am selfish. I don't know why I'm here, hurting people who don't deserve to be hurt.
I know I'm emo. I know emo people are hell annoying an dshould go jump off a building. I know I haven't been blogging a lot. I know it's stupid that you finally get what you've always wanted, but then realize you never wanted it at all, and now there's no way to turn back.
It's like I've wanted boob implants all my life and when I get them, I don't want them anymore. But in that case, should I rip off my implants it would only hurt myself. Not others.
On a lighter note, I am goign to revamp my style. I am only going to wear feminine dresses from now on. By the way, visit
this blogshop, cheap and NICE.
Wish me luck for exams! Will blog more soon. Love you all. (As you can see,without anger, sarcasm, political venting, bitching or camwhoring, I am pretty boring.)
xoxo
Ena
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