I had no mascara.
I didn't bring my vest.
I was wearing white heels which didn't match my dress.
I looked like a freakazoid.
I lost my ticket.
I reached there frazzled. Linda and Clare were late so we were too. We had fun despite the heat. We camwhored and sold badges. We had a mini competition. WE always do that, we sell like crazy. Linda called her friends, I called mine and so did Shelly. I sold 8 including 1 for myself.
WE won best dressed!! Ann and Jess our very own beauty queens, bagged it! I must tell you that despite some sloppy appearances in shorts and slippers by other schools, our girls were very posh. WE understood FORMAL. I especially admire Gabby with her extreme cleavage dress, Ann's curly hair, Guine's cat eyeliner and French manicure, Clare's new hair, and lots more.
I wasn't particularly proud of myself during the Installation though. I was a stupid childish bitch. I mean, I'm very sure that you're not even thinking of me anymore. But if you still care for me even a little, even the slightest bit, let me know so I can stop feeling so sad and stupid every minute. I feel stupider and sadder every minute as I know you are thinking of me lesser and lesser. It never ends. I'm full of regrets. I'm sorry.
My Facebook status..haha.
Next us girls walked to Boulevard. In heels. My feet are all bleeding and I was drenched in sweat. I stepped on a dead cat too. We were a bunch of girls in formal dresses walking down a dusty road. We moved at a snail's pace.
Sorry for the sucky writing. I feel horrible now. My Internet's been down for 2 days.
At boulevard, a lot of drama ensued. Camwhored with a few guys. Felt sweaty and tired.
Anyway, went home around 5 and was all changed into my Pj's when Steph called and asked me to dinner. The Magazine Committee dinner I hadn't known about till Guine told me. I assumed since I hadn't been invited, I didn't wanna go around calling teachers and begging for invites.
But when Steph called me at 8, I decided to go. I left all my makeup at Shelly's so I had to improvise.
I had new mascara. I always have spare lipsticks in my bag. I always have gloss and the one thing I can't live without, eyeliner, safely tucked in my bag.
But the most important thing in my life that I have relied on trustfully since Form 2, and I use regularly, in fact as soon as I wake up I put it on, my blusher. My saviour. Was in Shelly's car.
So I became resourceful and innovative. ( Walao). I applied lip stick and pink eyeshadow on my cheeks and looked human again. I went there and we the whole table (in the VIP room) were loud and karaoke-ing to the very emo heartbreak soundtrack (owh great).
We ( Steph, Arly, Cassie, Sam, Andrea, Guine, some Form3's) went to camwhore like mad. We were super vain.
I'm so freaking sad. You know I always feel SAKIT HATI when I see some people whom I've known for long but we've had a serious falling-out.
No elaborations as I don't know whether The Person is reading my blog or not.\
To any CHoral Speakers out there, I am thinking of starting a Choral Speaking blog! Those interested can request for me to add them as an author too.
I too free liao.
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