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Saturday, August 15, 2009
I Am Not So Happy
Surprisingly, I napped for 7 hours today. Straight. Haih. I'm not used to having this nonexistent social life. Yes I admit it, I am the kind of girl who cannot live without a guy who showers me with attention, either he likes me, I like him, or we just flirt like crazy. The guy whom everyday I call when I'm bored, whom I message from when i wake up to when i sleep, whether it lasts or it's a short fling, but there's a GUY. Now I'm facing a dry spell and I just sleep whole day. I need a GUY. The one whom I seek out regularly and we chat together everyday.

Anyway, I was just thinking about why we in Malaysia is so scared of the authorities. In Australia, the Malaysian teams argued based on the basis that a police officer should always be obeyed. The judges commented on us that our mentality is different from Australians where the police isn't always right and there is always basis for refusal. Which shows how trampled we are and how kiasi we are of the freaking government. Aren't we a democracy? Then how come we can't protest? How come got racial favoritism? How come there can't be a Prime Minister of another race? Are we a communist-run country?

I need a life. When I had a life I used to blog light-heartedly but now I am this depressed socio-political chick. I miss my bimbo days. There was a time when I would describe myself as LUCKY. These days have passed. I know I have four limbs, a house, education, friends, food, I'm healthy and I can blog shit as I like. But I'm just so depressed. My life isn't perfect, and I BESONG.

I want to go eat fish. It's a craving I have right now. I hate morons. I have no patience for little kids. They are a bunch of half-baked stupid morons. I have no idea how people can bear to teach them. They are so fucking dumb, I cannot stand teaching them patiently how to use proper grammar and all. I feel like just give up on them la, who cares about our kids' future education and the future of our country, just go sleep enough better than trying to teach these knuckleheads.

Yes I hate kids. I am one of those girls who don't fawn over every kid. I quote How I Met Your Mother, "I like kids. I also like Ferraris. But that doesn't mean I want to push a sports car through my vagina."

So there. I also hate girls who edit their photos with all the little butterflies and cutesy words and tiaras on them. Why? Dunno, but it just gives me indigestion. If I had to go through these loser photos, I would barf so much that my eyes would need to be pried open by toothpicks. Why am I bitching on these girls' photos? Because they have no life and it's fucking annoying ot see these photos.

Let me end this not-so-happy post now.

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