After so many years of wearing glasses, I'm finally going to take the plunge and use contact lenses. This will be my first time, even though some people I know have been using them for many years.
I'm a virgin!I know their are many cons, but you don't understand the pain of wearing glasses. Some people do fine with glasses and find no trouble with them at all. But it's hell for me.
It's hard to walk around without good vision. I can't see shuai ge, I can't look for clothes, I can't enjoy scenery, I can't recognize people, even my own parents. With glasses, it's so clear but I am so painfully aware of my glasses that I walk with my head parallel to the ground.
Especially lately, not wearing glasses has induced migraines in me.
Let me share with you something. In Australia and Melaka, I couldn't even order food I liked because I couldn't read the menu. At Melaka, Shelly and I went into Starbucks and I was whispering to her asking for her to read out the menu. I felt so
HELPLESS. When I bump into people from school I never wave, because I can't see them.
Don't tell me it serves me right for being vain and perasan. Yes I know that I am perasan for thinking that everyone's looking at me when I wear glasses. But I just have low self-esteem that way. I value looks over comfort. I'll probably limp and not wear crutches if I sprain my ankle. I don't even wear my retainers out anymore.
Why should I live with a handicap when I can fix it right? With contact lenses.
Some more when you wear glasses you can't even see your eye make up. LOL.
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My MSN got problem. I sign in and it'll let me for 2 seconds before signing me out. Wtf.
Anyway, I really cannot stand girls who don't give shit about themselves and let themselves go. It's embarassing because as girls, it's really siasoi not to even be able to TRY to look good. I know not everyone can be as vain as me or my friends (ROFL), but TRY la.
There are no ugly girls out there, only lazy ones. I can't stand girls who are so lazy to even care about how they look and go on and on about natural beauty when they look naturally ugly. For Heaven's sake we're girls, it's our responsibility to look good. Or at least try.
I'm not being sexist, but seriously girls who go around boasting about how guys who appreciate their personality and not judge them about their looks are the best yadda yadda. Seriously, if you run around looking fugly and expect people to get to know you, then you're dreaming. You have to look good first before people dare to approach you ok! In love, looks don't matter but everyone judges the book by its cover. If you are out for a guy who will fall in love with you at first sight, dirty hair and acne
I hate lazy girls like this. If you're like really busy with 3 kids or so broke and unable to buy cosmetics then ok, no problem. But got some girls, I don't know how they go out into public. It's disgraceful. I know I'm not pretty myself but I try.
Worse is girls who continuously moan about not having a boyfriend, but continue looking fugly. When I suggest they dress up a bit, they go,
"Don't want, I lazy lah. Anyway, I want a boy who loves me for who I am and don't care how I look like."
Bullshit la. Might as well all the guys go after hantu pocong and pontianak because no one cares about looks.
Looks aren't everything but they're important. Why not increase your chance by looking pretty? It's like targetting for A1 in BM SPM but deciding, aiya Paper 1 and 2 is more important of the lot so who cares about Paper 3 as long as I can get high marks in Paper 1 and 2 and score. Crap, right?
So, dress up girls!
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