FUCK backstabbing me? I have my retainers on, I can barely talk and my teeth hurt, and if I go i would just spoil everything with my Ssss' and so give me a day to get used to it. Perfectly reasonable. What's the point I go when I can't talk? Plus it's not as if they actually practice. Like I said, there are some people who just keep talking and talking EVEN BETWEEN STANZAS EVEN DURING THE SCHOOL LEVEL COMPETITION.
Don't you dare rip my balls off when you should give yourself a fucking look-over. Your attitude problems, your suck-cock talk. I don't give a fuck.
Seriously I can't wait to graduate it seems like there are so many bitches everywhere, so many false pretenses, so much backstabbing and talking about you behind your back that it can just drive you crazy.
When G, L, and C talk bad about me, I don't mind because they are bitchy and I know how these people are. I know what to expect. I mean, one is a rich bitch who hates people she doesn't know and proceeds to spread rumors on, one is a friend ditcher, and the other is a psychotic patient, but when they badmouth me to teacher then you have gone too far.
A bitch"She's always like that, always want to skip Choral Speaking".
Aha you fake bitch. Who was it who skipped one week of practices in the holidays for unknown reasons? She went with the crowd, skipping, and here she is accusing me of lack of commitment. I have a teeth problem, maybe I should have at least attended, fine, I admit I'm wrong as to not want to invoke the wrath of Pn Elisza(haven't been doing BM) and to spare Jaff and Nerine from being spitted on as I can't talk without spitting or lisping. Maybe I should have explained to teacher. Still, backstabbing me and badmouthing me? C and G are the two most talkative people in the team. Of course they're not scolded, they're friends with her ba.
I just have to learn to let it roll down my back as these people aren't worth my wrath. I'll talk to teacher myself.
And don't you dare tell me I'm overreacting and bitchy or petty because I believe in standing up for myself. I only have one life and if I don't fight for myself, no one will.
I'm also depressed that our freaking Education people aren't even letting us go to Australia. In those Western countries where they're hit worse, they don't take it that seriously. Aren't we overreacting? Got disease, cure lah. But philosophy in Malaysia is, got disease, panic, don't go out, think every cough is a sign of swine flu and look stupid and paranoid as the big countries aren't even that worried and aren't letting it bother their normal lives. Why is Malaysia not quite up to par? See for yourself.
Thank God it's Thursday. Think this day couldn't get any worse? It would if it weren't Thursday. Thursday is Chemistry-free. Hallelujah.
On the bright side, I'm thankful that I have my friends and though our friendship is not perfect, it's still better than what a lot of the backstabbing cliques think they have. Fake friends who talk behind each other's backs. Fuck you. What has the world come to.
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