Sometimes I think blogs are just for random people trying their best to profess their self-centered self to the world to avoid blending in, to feel unique, to feel they aren't just one of the 6.5 billion in the world, that they actually mean something. Because seriously, who cares about your unique interests or your daily life or whatever? All a random effort to project yourself so that peopel will actually take notice of you. WHo cares about you? Who cares whether you love pink or love durian or today you bought a new dress or today you kissed your boyfriend, who gives a damn? All an effort to attract attention. That's how I see it. Everyone wants someone to take notice.
Anyway, me blogging a random piece of shit which my deluded self wants everyone to take notice but they won't : I have a new word now. Instead of fuck, I will say lan jiao.
That lan jiao bitch!
I had a lan jiao day!
Why don't you go off my blog and go suck someone's lan jiao?
You lan jiao psycho!
What the lan jiao.
I don't give a lan jiao.
Doesn't this have a nice ring to it? I love ah beng. i beng-ified my blog on kennysia.com. It is so funny! 'Chao ah kua, limpeh kong lan jiao pass up books for yourself! wa lang want KLIA! NABEH!'
Anyway, another random piece of info. I have calculated the cost it takes to beautify myself according to modern standards. Makeup, braces, hair extensions, hair dye, eyelash extension, LASIK on both eyes, coloured contacts, lense solution, clothes, etc, will about cost me a bomb.
RM 6000 for perfect vision. Saving up now. Anyway, I have finally decided on what degree to take. I feel it's the right thing for me to do in life. At Bond, everyone complimented my choice too.
I want to take a double degree in Law and Journalism. I always wanted to take Journalism, and now I think I should. At Bond they said it's very wise to excel in both the written form and oral form. Plus my whole life I've been involved in communicative skills.
I've always known that I would never ever take some engineering or scientific course like biochemical engineering or whatnot, no matter how posh and money-making or free it is. I know that's not what I want. I am in the science stream but I can't lead a profession where I have to master something and follow it to the utmost precision, everyday of my life(i.e. medicine).
Journalism and Law, sounds nice? If not Journalism maybe Mass Communications so I can have a career in Foreign Correspondence. I'm just not cut out for a life of science.
To end it all, LAN JIAO lah!!!!!
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