Conclusion: Exams destroy minds.
I can't get all the facts out of my head. Plus, I screwed up Chemistry today. I did really badly, I barely finished. And for Math, I screwed up 2 questions. One of them, I saw number 5 as 2. I circled the wrong thing. I feel so depressed.
And, I'm going to be really busy tomorrow. Debate, Robotics, I have no idea what to do. Today we had Debate practice and I felt so brain dead. The juniors were really enthusiastic, and i must say I've never had so much random space trivia squished in my head in the space of a couple hours.
I miss Shelly and Linda.
I miss shopping.
I miss January.
Tomorrow I really don't want to get my papers back.
One thing about 3A1, where us Form4Sc1 are having our exams, is that it is unbalanced. One side, (my side) is dark and shadowy. Like, black notice board, the sweltering heat, the black shelves and the disturbing art pictures hung up on the notice board. And a gnarled, 4-season tree smack in the middle of the scene from a horror movie. And all those shadows cast on the walls. Plus, all the people sitting there, the ABCDE's, we're all dejected and moaning about failing.
Whilst on the other side, the people are all happy and productive. Their white shirts gleam, their future shines(maybe I'm being a bit too much). But I'm not kidding, over there everything is light and airy and there's the whiteboard, and wooden shelves which look cosy and happy, and ventilation shafts plus better lighting. They're not in the shade of trees or anything.
Conclusion: If I flunk, I can blame the environmental factors that contributed to it. Plus, I can downplay Sharon's success because she sits on the 'bright' side.
We cross over a lot from the Dark Side, Dorea and I. I am like a snail without a shell, I have lost my confidence and I am slowly drying up in a hypertonic solution of despair and hopelessness.
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