I didn't know what happened! I didn't do a thing. It's either my bro, his friend or her own brother. I hate brothers. I want to dump them into the Yellow River. I hate their big freaking mouths.
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&the time is 4:18 PM
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Sunday, May 31, 2009
I Have Nothing to Do With ItI am as sad as the rest of you. You should know how supportive I've been since day 1. And now, you just blame me? Me of all people? It's not my fault, I'm not that sick. in fact i didn't even know about it. Don't expect me to know like I'm some conspiratorial bitch. I was bashed and I was so blur..like "WHAT?"
I didn't know what happened! I didn't do a thing. It's either my bro, his friend or her own brother. I hate brothers. I want to dump them into the Yellow River. I hate their big freaking mouths.
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I didn't know what happened! I didn't do a thing. It's either my bro, his friend or her own brother. I hate brothers. I want to dump them into the Yellow River. I hate their big freaking mouths.
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♥ Outing to Spring
Empty sushi plates
Today was a really horrible day. I mean, my parents are always canceling my plans last minute saying I'm always out. I haven't been out in nearly two months. I am so sick of them being so negative and horrible all the time. And blaming me for everything. And taking my money. And complaining nonstop. And nagging. I need to get away from home.
Of course, we had some sushi. But Spring isn't that fun anymore. It's boring. The clothes aren't nice (especially when you have no money) and everything is just blah. It's not even cool anymore, there are way too many people and way too much global warming. We had some sushi binging. And some ice cream licking. Some sitting around.
Oh who am I kidding around? I am in a bloody freaking mood. I am really disappointed in a bloody somebody. Urghh. Nothing I can do to set some people's twisted priorities straight or their desire to be even remotely humane.
Let me just upload a lot of photos.
My broke-ness showing
Shelly's wasabi
Linda's wasabi
A lot of sushi
Urgh..I hate green tea.
Vigorous wasabi-ing
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Empty sushi platesOf course, we had some sushi. But Spring isn't that fun anymore. It's boring. The clothes aren't nice (especially when you have no money) and everything is just blah. It's not even cool anymore, there are way too many people and way too much global warming. We had some sushi binging. And some ice cream licking. Some sitting around.
Oh who am I kidding around? I am in a bloody freaking mood. I am really disappointed in a bloody somebody. Urghh. Nothing I can do to set some people's twisted priorities straight or their desire to be even remotely humane.
Let me just upload a lot of photos.
My broke-ness showing
Shelly's wasabi
Linda's wasabi
A lot of sushi
Urgh..I hate green tea.
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Friday, May 29, 2009
New Prefectorial BoardToday the new Prefectorial Board 2009/2010 was announced. As follows:
Catherine Chong (Head Prefect)
Rabiaal Aqillah (Timbalan 1)
Khiu Pei San (Timbalan 2)
Disiplin (Marcellia)
Rondaan (Stephanie Nina)
Perhimpunan (Lynnie Lo)
Kebersihan (Jessica Sammy)
Sosial (Guinevere Goh)
Pengawasan (Emylia Khaleda)
A lot of negative feedback ensued. A lot of criticism and such. Urghh..politics. Okay, i won't touch on that subject.
Anyway, congratulations to Catherine Chong!!!! I can't think of another person more suitable to be Head Prefect. Well done! Very proud of you! I can still remember when Cat told me last year she was afraid of getting fired..and now look where she is! I remember cat buying me my hamster, I am eternally grateful....I suppose my socks up for now. Haiz.
Happy birthday to Pei San and Kiki!!
Today I skived off the whole day with Janine, Melinda and Therese. It's sooo easy to skip class I tell you.
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Catherine Chong (Head Prefect)
Rabiaal Aqillah (Timbalan 1)
Khiu Pei San (Timbalan 2)
Disiplin (Marcellia)
Rondaan (Stephanie Nina)
Perhimpunan (Lynnie Lo)
Kebersihan (Jessica Sammy)
Sosial (Guinevere Goh)
Pengawasan (Emylia Khaleda)
A lot of negative feedback ensued. A lot of criticism and such. Urghh..politics. Okay, i won't touch on that subject.
Anyway, congratulations to Catherine Chong!!!! I can't think of another person more suitable to be Head Prefect. Well done! Very proud of you! I can still remember when Cat told me last year she was afraid of getting fired..and now look where she is! I remember cat buying me my hamster, I am eternally grateful....I suppose my socks up for now. Haiz.
Happy birthday to Pei San and Kiki!!
Today I skived off the whole day with Janine, Melinda and Therese. It's sooo easy to skip class I tell you.
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&the time is 11:46 PM
posted by Ena ♥
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Thursday, May 28, 2009
SHIT NO NO NO NOWHY WHY WHY WHY!!!
Why can we only take 10 subjects for SPM!!!
It's not fair. I want to take more. I want to. I bet there are tons of people out there who have spent a lot of money on extra lessons so they can EXCEL AND STAND OUT AND GET SCHOLARSHIPS AND GET OUT OF MALAYSIA!!!
I know a lot of people only take 10. But a lot also take more. How about the fisherman's daughter who scored 21 A1s?
This is like going too far. I mean, the government has lowered education standards enough to let the less intelligent score better. But this, taking away the only privilege we have to stand above the rest in order to secure scholarships???
What is the government thinking???
Oooooo..ISA, arrest me already. i don't care. This sucks. SUCKS.
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Why can we only take 10 subjects for SPM!!!
It's not fair. I want to take more. I want to. I bet there are tons of people out there who have spent a lot of money on extra lessons so they can EXCEL AND STAND OUT AND GET SCHOLARSHIPS AND GET OUT OF MALAYSIA!!!
I know a lot of people only take 10. But a lot also take more. How about the fisherman's daughter who scored 21 A1s?
This is like going too far. I mean, the government has lowered education standards enough to let the less intelligent score better. But this, taking away the only privilege we have to stand above the rest in order to secure scholarships???
What is the government thinking???
Oooooo..ISA, arrest me already. i don't care. This sucks. SUCKS.
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&the time is 7:11 PM
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♥ Apology
I have no idea what came over me these few days. I am really really sorry. I have not meant to bitch so much or nag so much or been such a grump throughout the day.
To.........
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To.........
- Pn. Carol...I am not offended! I'm fine and everything. I really don't mind about that..
- To Rabiaal...no offense intended. Lotsa Girl Power!
- Chai...for no reason at all.
- Edith...for stepping on your feet during dancing.
- Emilia...for turning down a hug for the first time.
- 4Sc1...for acting like a loony deranged hag.
- To Choral Speakers...for making mistakes and whining and being a bad sport.
- Lynne...for crushing your boob.
- Jess...for not staying 1 metre away from you. You're just too irresistible.
- People I can't reply because I have no credit.
- Anyone not mentioned here but upset about something I have done or said..
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&the time is 6:51 PM
posted by Ena ♥
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Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Volcanic Eruption, SupernovaI was really angry today. This morning I had a gigantic fight with my parents. I woke up feeling not so well and I told them I had horrible muscle cramps and I felt dizzy from being caught in the rain yesterday. They started snapping at me, saying this was all self inflicted as I slept late so much.
Fine, fine. In the car I felt nauseous, so I called my Dad. I told him I felt really really sick. Dad was like, "Why didn't u say it earlier? Now I'm busy having coffee with my friends." I was so angry that I felt like smashing things and I quickly hung up. Morning nerves. I solemnly swore not to talk to them anymore and cursed a lot in front of Linda. This lasted for exactly 6 hours.
Then something else made me really angry. I don't know who to blame, causing me to have lost the privilege of intense venting in my blog. Even Pn. Carol told me she was slightly freaked out with the waves of anger radiating off me and that was when I wasn't even screaming yet. And after screaming you usually feel really stupid. I do. Like right now.
I don't care la. What people say, as it's no true, I'm not going to care. I am goign to officially declare it right here and now: I am not in love with any teachers at the present.
I would appreciate anyone reading this post, student or teacher or parent or Datuk or Principal, to not spread these untruths anymore.
I know you never click on these as they lag, but please do. This made me cry so much. It will enlighten you. Please watch.
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Fine, fine. In the car I felt nauseous, so I called my Dad. I told him I felt really really sick. Dad was like, "Why didn't u say it earlier? Now I'm busy having coffee with my friends." I was so angry that I felt like smashing things and I quickly hung up. Morning nerves. I solemnly swore not to talk to them anymore and cursed a lot in front of Linda. This lasted for exactly 6 hours.
Then something else made me really angry. I don't know who to blame, causing me to have lost the privilege of intense venting in my blog. Even Pn. Carol told me she was slightly freaked out with the waves of anger radiating off me and that was when I wasn't even screaming yet. And after screaming you usually feel really stupid. I do. Like right now.
I don't care la. What people say, as it's no true, I'm not going to care. I am goign to officially declare it right here and now: I am not in love with any teachers at the present.
I would appreciate anyone reading this post, student or teacher or parent or Datuk or Principal, to not spread these untruths anymore.
I know you never click on these as they lag, but please do. This made me cry so much. It will enlighten you. Please watch.
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&the time is 7:36 PM
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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
SoreCan't walk. In pain. Can't laugh. Can't sneeze. Can't cough. My ribs. My stomach. My lymph nodes.
Mia undergoing same torture. Getting worse not better. Pain. Pain. Pain. Can't breathe....
Stupid SEGAK.
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Mia undergoing same torture. Getting worse not better. Pain. Pain. Pain. Can't breathe....
Stupid SEGAK.
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&the time is 10:22 PM
posted by Ena ♥
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Monday, May 25, 2009
Global WarmingToday a lot of things happened. They include a dramatic scene, Lynne getting mad, Miss Susie giving us a hug, Mr. Jardian doing obscene (albeit supposedly he was helping us do SEGAK properly) poses, me getting way left behind in Choral Speaking, and all sort of Prefectorial discussions running about.
What struck me the most was the intense heat. OMG, the heat. I poured like a gallon of water all down my back to aid my sweat and I still burned up. I almost passed out. The sweat was streaming down perpetually. My pores were dilated to the point that I could shove an entire finger up my sweat glands. Okay, gross, I know, and not biologically possible.
It was so hot that I'm going to dedicate this post to the heat. It was so hot that my fingers were stuck together. That my skin had the consistency of flypaper. My skin was grainy and icky and blehh. I was flustered and hot and my ears were burning and every part of my body wsa sticky, wet or plain streaming like a waterfall.
It has been the hottest day of my life.
When I got home, I jumped into the shower and splashed ice cold water all over myself.
I washed my matted, sour-smelling, sticky, wet and sweaty hair twice. I scrubbed a lot.
I proceeded to wash off my hair. And put on double lashings of conditioner.
I spent 5 minutes exfoliating, washing my underwear, brushing my teeth and all that because you're supposed to leave the conditioner on for 5 minuted before washing it off.
I poured half the bottle of foam bath all over my back and scrubbed where i've never scrubbed before (behind my ears and behind my knees those places, mind you).
And then washed it all away with water. Aaaahh, water.
Sounds yummy?
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What struck me the most was the intense heat. OMG, the heat. I poured like a gallon of water all down my back to aid my sweat and I still burned up. I almost passed out. The sweat was streaming down perpetually. My pores were dilated to the point that I could shove an entire finger up my sweat glands. Okay, gross, I know, and not biologically possible.
It was so hot that I'm going to dedicate this post to the heat. It was so hot that my fingers were stuck together. That my skin had the consistency of flypaper. My skin was grainy and icky and blehh. I was flustered and hot and my ears were burning and every part of my body wsa sticky, wet or plain streaming like a waterfall.
It has been the hottest day of my life.
When I got home, I jumped into the shower and splashed ice cold water all over myself.
I washed my matted, sour-smelling, sticky, wet and sweaty hair twice. I scrubbed a lot.
I proceeded to wash off my hair. And put on double lashings of conditioner.
I spent 5 minutes exfoliating, washing my underwear, brushing my teeth and all that because you're supposed to leave the conditioner on for 5 minuted before washing it off.
I poured half the bottle of foam bath all over my back and scrubbed where i've never scrubbed before (behind my ears and behind my knees those places, mind you).
And then washed it all away with water. Aaaahh, water.
Sounds yummy?
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&the time is 9:14 PM
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Sunday, May 24, 2009
So Addicted to Tags!!Damn- People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and tag 10 people. Those who are tagged cannot refuse. And after answering all the 100 question, they have to give the one who tagged them the link. The one who’ve been tagged before don’t have to do it once more.
- 01 Name: Ena Liew
- 02 Sex: Female
- 03 Email address:ena_sexysweet93@hotmail.com
- 04 Birthdate:13th october 1993
- 05 Family: crap bro, parents
- 06 Height: 150cm.
- 07 Weight: 38.5 kg
- 08 Something good about yourself : good at talking
- 09 Something bad about yourself: angry, moody and jealous
- 10 Describe your personality in one word : temperamental
- 11 Celebrities that you like: Ashton, Orlando, Avril, Taylor Swift
- 12 Songs you like: English songs..pop, sentimental and country
- 13 Fav. Season: winter
- 14 Games you’re good at: chess? sims? spore?
- 15 My ideal woman or man : Someone who loves me deeply and can put up with me. Someone who is loyal and isn't too hot that I feel insecure.
- 16 If you have to choose between same age/older/younger: age doesn't matter in love..
- 17 Your mood right now: bad..maybe pms?
- 18 What you have in your pocket right now: air
- 19 Sleeping out: I don't understand..
- 20 Ever drink Alcohol?: yep, lots.
- 21 Drinking habits: 2 glasses of wine, 3 cans of beer. Beyond that i have never explored.
- 22 Hw old were u when u first drink : 12?
- 23 When do you want to get married: Maybe never. Or maybe 30.
- 24 About my singing: sucks..but I sing anyway. sorry.
- 25 About my dancing: No rhythm in a single bone in my body.
- 26 Something I want these days: A new phone. A boyfriend. Money. Contact lenses.
- 27 When you are alone at home? Dress up, walk around naked, go online.
- 28 When you’re standing in front of the mirror: I pose and flounce about.
- 29 Clothes you’re wearing right now: Cute pink PJ's.
- 30 How much money do you have in your wallet: RM30.
- 31 What you want to buy for your girlfriend/ boyfriend : Something he needs.
- 32 Does height matter to you: Not much. Not too tall.
- 33 What song do you sing when you go to sing karaoke: How Do I Live Without You..
- 34 What would you do if you had plans with your friend but they never showed up: extreme anger unless they had a good reason
- 35 What would you do if the person you loved cheated on you: REVENGE
- 36 How long will you be able to wait for the person you love: If there's hope, then as long as it takes. If it's obvious he's never going to come around, then I'll back away.
- 37 First kiss: No comment..
- 38 A feature you feel doesn’t need to be fixed: My skin?
- 39 Feature you feel should be fixed: Boobs, legs, bum, nose, neck, stomach, thighs, eyes, everything
- 40 People you miss the most right now: Haiz.....
- 41 First love: Jonathan Ding.
- 42 When you cried the most: Form 1? February of this year..April 29th when Yumi died.
- 43 When do you feel you’re grown up: After last year. After getting my heart broken this year.
- 44 What you don’t like: Bitchy people. Backstabbers.
- 45 When you felt happy: When I was shopping
- 46 When you were most flabbergasted: Ahem said I looked hot
- 47 Best looking person of the opposite gender you’ve seen so far: Viggo Mortensen
- 48 Why aren’t you going out with anyone: I haven't found any guy.
- 49 What you feel towards that person: so so....
- 50 What would you say to the people actually reading this: It's making me think.
- 51 Something you’re most worried about: Being single. My looks. My clothes. My money. My drama. My exams.
- 52 When do you look most weak: When I have just been heartbroken.
- 53 How do you NOT get dumped: By dumping him first. Haha.
- 54 3 things a person NEEDS: Phone, money, sex. HAHA.
- 60 Favorite TV program: Grey's Anatomy
- 61 movie that pissed you off: One Missed Call
- 62 movie that had the most meaning: Taegukgi
- 63 Most recent movie watched: Pokemon Johto Journey
- 64 Movie you want to recommend: TITANIC
- 65 If you could become a character inside a movie: Rose Bukkater.
- 66 How many net cafes are you a member to: None.
- 67 Which do you go to most often: School.
- 68 What you feel about this cafe?: What??? Is this an advertisement stunt?
- 69 What you want to say to the starter of the cafe?: There is no cafe.
- 70 You believe it is okay to marry someone else to save the person that you love: Yes.
- 71 What would you do if your parents didn’t bless your decision to get married: Run away. What they think don't matter anyway.
- 72 Do you think you’re a player: I hope not.
- 73 What time do you wake up: 4 pm on weekends
- 74 When you go to sleep: 5 a.m on weekends
- 75 If someone you met for the first time asked for your number: Is there potential?:)
- 76 What would you do if you liked someone at a meeting: Start fantasizing..then planning..
- 77 Celebrity you want to go out with: Ashton Kutcher
- 78 How many kids do you want: None at all
- 79 Something you really want to be good at: A lot..dancing, piano, guitar, sex, flirting, makeup
- 80 What I want to be in 10 years: Successful, rich and in love.
- 81 Someone you’re jealous of right now: Can't say.
- 82 A word that you use a lot: Shit!
- 83 What I do when I first wake up: Go back to sleep
- 84 What would you do if you picked up a million dollars: shopping and saving
- 85 What would you do if you became invisible: Rob the bank
- 86 Singer you think is the best singing live: Umm...
- 87 Singers you don’t understand why they even sing: Miley Cyrus
- 88 A kind of man you don’t like: Selfish and spineless man
- 89 A kind of woman you don’t like: Bitch..
- 90 What would you do if you found someone you love more than the person you’re dating right now: Break up with person I'm dating
- 91 What would you feel if you met someone you’ve broken up with: Awkward.
- 92 Most important possession: My phone.
- 93 What you do when you go online: Msn, Facebook, Blogger, Porn (haha just joking)
- 94 What surprised you the most: When I became Sub-editor
- 95 What you do when you can’t fall asleep: Read..think..message
- 96 What do you think you were in your past life: Someone romantic
- 97 If you were to be born again: A three-legged pony
- 98 What are you going to do after you finish this: Do yoga..haha..watch tv?
- 99 How honest were you: Very.
- 100 What do you want to say: I hate being single.
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&the time is 10:47 PM
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♥ Tagged Myself From Meredith Lee
Name 20 people randomly.At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey.Don't read the questions, but name the 20 people first
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- 1Edith
- 2Kee Fung
- 3Shelly
- 4Derek
- 5Rabiaal
- 6Jesslyn
- 7Darren
- 8Adrian
- 9Aaron
- 10Francis
- 11Fiona
- 12Daniel
- 13Emilia
- 14Clare
- 15Lynne
- 16Ahmad
- 17YH
- 18Linda
- 19Patrick Tay
- 20Marven
- 1. How did you meet number 18?- Not sure. We were introduced.
- 2.What will you do if you have not met number 17?- No change to my life, less drama. Haha.
- 3. What if number 9 and 20 dated?- They are both male and don't know each other.
- 4. What if number 5 and 10 dated?- Number 10 is taken by Number 11.
- 5. Describe number 1- Tall, smiley, same face shape as me!
- 6. Do you think number 8 is attractive?- I have never seen him.
- 7. Describe number 7. - Crazy and Dota-freak.
- 8. Do you know any family members of 12.- Yes. His sister. And my parents know his.
- 9. What language does number 15 speak?- Rojak of English, Mandarin and Hokkien.
- 10. Who is number 9 hanging out with?- I never asked.
- 11. How old is number 16? - One year older.
- 12. When was the last time you spoke to number 13? - I last saw and hugged her on Friday.
- 13. Who's number 2 favourite singer/band?- Are they the band you have on your Fs?
- 14. Have you ever dated number 4?- I suppose not.
- 15. Would you ever date number 19?- Nope.
- 16. Is number 3 single?- I'm never sure. Shelly, are you???
- 17. What is number 10's last name?- Ho Pau Pau.
- 18. Would you ever be in a relationship with number 11?- We are in a junior-senior relationship. She is married. And she is female.
- 19. What is the school of number 13?- SMK ST. Teresa.
- 20. Where does number 6 stay?- Somewhere in Kuching.
- 21. What is your favourite thing about number 5?- Her boobs. LOL.
- 22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked?- Hey, Clare, have i?
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&the time is 10:22 PM
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♥ Tummyache, Abandonment, Creep
I can only complain complain complain. It's not the time of the month I think, in fact according to Your Health magazine in the Resource Room, it's supposed to be the glowing phase, in which i am supposed to look and act like Julia Roberts.
But no, in fact I feel like Godzilla what with a sudden phantom stomachache that left me wondering if I have food poisoning or ulcers or stomach cancer, and then weird annoying guys messaging me and the lonely ostracized weekend i have just had.
Number 1, you have no right trying to discuss with me my menstrual cycle no matter how well-versed you are in the art of reproductive science. I am open-minded I am, but not with a total annoying stranger creep guy like you. Plus, you are not my boyfriend or even a close friend. Thank you.
Number 2, i love my friends but I've been feeling really really left out recently. I haven't been in class, that's self-afflicted, I barely see them, I haven't gone out in months, and what with the choir competition and all... And now, Prefect's Camp, where all my friends are at. And the fact that they've been talking about it nonstop. What about my feelings? I'm not angry or anything..it's just hard to explain the feeling you get when you've been left out and you know of all the fun that's going around you thanks to people talking but you're not part of it and you're missing out on it....pretty much how I feel.
But I'm also lucky to have friends who supported me and flooded me with text messages after I informed them of my impending demise with my cry of help..
Thanks to Derek, Aaron, Ahmad, Daniel, Linda, Patrick(even you), Darren and Kee Fung!
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But no, in fact I feel like Godzilla what with a sudden phantom stomachache that left me wondering if I have food poisoning or ulcers or stomach cancer, and then weird annoying guys messaging me and the lonely ostracized weekend i have just had.
Number 1, you have no right trying to discuss with me my menstrual cycle no matter how well-versed you are in the art of reproductive science. I am open-minded I am, but not with a total annoying stranger creep guy like you. Plus, you are not my boyfriend or even a close friend. Thank you.
Number 2, i love my friends but I've been feeling really really left out recently. I haven't been in class, that's self-afflicted, I barely see them, I haven't gone out in months, and what with the choir competition and all... And now, Prefect's Camp, where all my friends are at. And the fact that they've been talking about it nonstop. What about my feelings? I'm not angry or anything..it's just hard to explain the feeling you get when you've been left out and you know of all the fun that's going around you thanks to people talking but you're not part of it and you're missing out on it....pretty much how I feel.
But I'm also lucky to have friends who supported me and flooded me with text messages after I informed them of my impending demise with my cry of help..
Thanks to Derek, Aaron, Ahmad, Daniel, Linda, Patrick(even you), Darren and Kee Fung!
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&the time is 9:27 PM
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♥ Another Tag
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Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
It depends.
2. Do you eat without brushing your teeth?
How do i eat and brush at the same time?
3. Where's the place you want to go to the most?
Anyone who remotely knows me knows that my lifelong dream is New York City.
4. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
Live in New York City.
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
Ummm..isn't it scientifically proven?
6.Do you want to be a male or a female for your next life?
Female! It would be weird to have an extra organ (ahem you know what i mean).
7. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Buy a house. Go on shopping spree. go to New York. Buy laptop.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends. Maybe not.
9. Would you swim in a vat of chocolate?
Naked or clothed?
10. Do you wear boxers?
I wear thongs. No I don't. I don't wear underwear. Haha.
11. Which type of cars I love the most?
Any car that has air-conditioning and can move, is ok for me.
12. Which do you prefer from your other half? Hug? Or a kiss?
Both.
13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I rather not know. It hurts.
14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Money.
15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
Unfortunately yes.
16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
Sony Ericson W610i. can't live without a phone.
17.If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
Getting jealous and angry and emotional very easily.
18. What makes you feel disappointed?
Not having a boyfriend. Getting bad results. Being left out. Losing to someone else. The list goes on.
19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
Yes, I want to know everything.
20. What do you want to have most now? A boyfriend. Haha. LG Q. Money. Straight A1's.
I tag..
Edith.
Jesslyn.
Fiona.
Shelly.
Rabiaal.
Kee Fung.
Darren.
Francis.
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&the time is 3:50 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥ Leo Forum 2009 Checklist
For the Leo Forum, I'm going to need 3 bags. That might sound a lot, but seriously, it's not a lot after all.
In one bag I will have
In another bag I will have
In another bag i will have..
Remind me to hire a tow truck for all that luggage.
Oh, great. Any ideas for cutting down???
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In one bag I will have
- My toothbrush
- My toothpaste
- Sunsilk Straight and Silky Shampoo
- Sunsilk Straight and Silky Conditioner
- Sunsilk Straight and Silky Leave-On Moisturiser
- St. Ives Whitening Apricot Scrub
- Sunscreen SPF 15
- Vaseline Intense Moisturising Lotion (I have seriously dry skin)
- Rexona Deodorant
- Spritz Cologne
- Makeup Bag
- Phone Charger
- Brush, tissues
- Panadol and minyak angin (Mom)
In another bag I will have
- 10 tops (It might sound like a lot but it's better to be safe than sorry, it's better to bring a lot than to leave something back home..especially when you're as indecisive as me and change a lot)
- 3 shorts
- 1 knee-length pants
- Skinny jeans
- White belt and yellow belt
- 9 changes of underwear (3 for each day)
- 5 bras (For Banquet Night, I need a strapless bra, so I need an extra one as I'm too lazy to take the straps off my other bras)
- 4 necklaces (I love necklaces!)
- Swimsuit
- One pair of PJ's
- My dress
- My semi-formal outfit for Fellowship Night (undecided)
In another bag i will have..
- Sunnies!
- 3 pairs of shoes (once again, it might sound a bit too much but I need a pair of slippers, a pair of heels and a pair of comfy ballet flats)
- A small clutch
- Random stuff like plasters and plastic bags for storing dirty clothes
- A few pairs of earrings
- An everyday bag (obviously I can't use my luggage bags for everyday lugging around)
- Stationery
- Diary
- A book
Remind me to hire a tow truck for all that luggage.
Oh, great. Any ideas for cutting down???
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&the time is 3:09 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥
Upload your fave picture and answer the question below.
Why did you choose the photo?
It's my best photo.
When was the last time you ate pizza?
Ummm..i think a month ago.
The last song you've listened to?
1234 by Plain White T's.
What are you doing besides answering this tag?
Reading, Facebooking, eating.
Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
Nana, Hot Sexy Chick(just joking), Ena with the right pronunciation, not Edna or Eena
Tag 6 people, the following questions are related to them.
1) Edith
2) Shelly
3) Aaron
4) Rabiaal
5) Kee Fung
6} Fiona
Who is number 1?
My lesbian partner.
No.3 has a relationship with?
I don't know..
Say something about number 5.
He's in love with number 2.
How about number 4?
Very guai classmate.
Who is number 2?
A girl with many problems.
Say something to number 6.
Married to number 2's brother.
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Saturday, May 23, 2009
Addicted to Tags!
Upload your fave picture and answer the question below.
Why did you choose the photo?
It's my best photo.
When was the last time you ate pizza?
Ummm..i think a month ago.
The last song you've listened to?
1234 by Plain White T's.
What are you doing besides answering this tag?
Reading, Facebooking, eating.
Besides your own name, how do you like people to call you?
Nana, Hot Sexy Chick(just joking), Ena with the right pronunciation, not Edna or Eena
Tag 6 people, the following questions are related to them.
1) Edith
2) Shelly
3) Aaron
4) Rabiaal
5) Kee Fung
6} Fiona
Who is number 1?
My lesbian partner.
No.3 has a relationship with?
I don't know..
Say something about number 5.
He's in love with number 2.
How about number 4?
Very guai classmate.
Who is number 2?
A girl with many problems.
Say something to number 6.
Married to number 2's brother.
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&the time is 3:18 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥ Odds and Ends
Ok,there is a loophole in my previous post. Maybe the people criticising and forcing you to change is an experience in itself, and you change from it. Another perspective.
Anyway, I am not going to back down this time. I will not let the school or the community to badger me to delete my blog posts because they are sensitive.
I don't get the human preoccupation to gloss over the sensitive issues. Like, everything is sensitive. We come up with metalanguage to gloss over the sensitive aspects in life, and that in turn has made life way more complicated. Human nature.
I have a few quotes:
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Anyway, I am not going to back down this time. I will not let the school or the community to badger me to delete my blog posts because they are sensitive.
I don't get the human preoccupation to gloss over the sensitive issues. Like, everything is sensitive. We come up with metalanguage to gloss over the sensitive aspects in life, and that in turn has made life way more complicated. Human nature.
I have a few quotes:
- No one dies a virgin, life screws us all.
- Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.
- Work like you don't need the money, love like you've never been hurt, and dance like no one is watching.
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&the time is 2:35 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥ Freedom Doesn't Exist
I believe a blog is a personal space where a person is free to post his or her private opinions and thoughts without changing one's opinions just to satisfy others. I believe you should stand up to people who don't understand you and just blog what you want without worrying how much people like what you're writing or what not. This isn't a marketing strategy page, this is my blog, the page belonging to ENA LIEW.
But of course, that would be quite naive and deluding myself wouldn't it? Truth is, everyone knows, a blog isn't your own personal space. You are never free to post what you like. You are afraid of the schools, the people, the crap government. People can criticise and insult you on your own space because they don't like what you are writing. There is no such thing as mind you own business anymore. I'm so tired of all these false pretences.
Cute, regular girl who goes home and blogs happily about her day, her musings and thoughts (as long as they fit into the million quotas set by the community and once again, crap schools and crap governments), as cyberspace freedom is simply a thing of the past. You can only blog in that way, or else some huge drama might ensue. You are not free to blog your personal opinions, as it might hurt others and whatnot. As they might leave derogatory comments on your blog which sucks and you feel pressured to remove them.
Freedom? Is there such a thing? In this country we live in, freedom is an illusion, nothing more. Our 'masyarakat' is nothing but a 17th century British town, happy faces and friendliness a mask for all the unpleasantness and judgement hidden inside, so much that Malaysian people have become a faceless mask of people with the SAME thoughts and opinions because the community simply doesn't allow you to post your own opinions.
No, when you do, they criticise. They tell you you are naive and wrong. They threaten you and embarrass you. To what extent? To conform you to their own personal bland standards of freedom and opinions. There is no such thing as freedom, as long as there are people with feelings, sensitive people, people who get angry, people who don't respect you because you didn't respect them by posting something, but then why did they read it in the first place?
They disrespect you because you disrespected them by posting things BY YOUR OWN ACCORD which they voluntarily read. Is it that wrong and disrespectful to have a mind and an opinion which they might not accept but what can they do about it? Can you really change someone's thoughts in their head? Now, you may say you leave comments because you are expressing YOUR own personal opinion, but truth is the purpose is to change your ideals. Is that really right? Isn't it wrong to try to change someone's ideals no matter how much they offend you?
You are free to post your own opinions. But when those opinions are read, you are forced to change your opinions. How free is that? Is it right to make someone suppress their personal feelings and musings?
It is a choice and right to post on your opinions.
It is a choice for others to read it.
It is a choice to feel offended and leave a comment.
It is a choice to let yourself be changed. It is your own fault, weakness and stupidity.
It is STUPID when you do change and you realise you don't even recognize yourself anymore.
So what if you are a better person supposedly? To crush your ideals to be a better person? You change your nose to look better. You are now a better-looking person. But you have changed your true self. You have conformed to a stereotype.
It is disgusting why some people do conform. I regret it too. For a better social life, thoughts and beliefs and opinions and freedom rights were sacrificed and suppressed. It is disgusting what schools and government is trying to do.
Always stand by your opinions no matter how much people oppose them. Everyone has their own opinions, you have yours for a REASON. Everything has a REASON. No one has the right to change you. That's just like saying "I don't like how dogs walk on four legs and attempt to change them". Everything has its reason for being, it is in every spiritual and whatnot beliefs in the world.
So, is there really freedom? Think about it.
Never let the haters change you and mould you differently. It is ok to change for your own natural accord but very wrong to change simply because you are weak and crumble under other's demands. You will look back and regret, and wonder what happened to the you that you once knew.
Your true spirit is gone. You have changed. You,a sarcastic person, change into a cutesy bubbly person because you won't make friends if you're not. You will look back and regret. You will lose your essence forever. You will never be able to be original again. You are weak and you will never bounce back ever again.
That is all I can say. Always stand up for yourself, and don't care what figures of authority try to force you into, a contrite mess of apologies. Don't feel cowered, that was my mistake. Now, am i truly happy? I have lost my original self. i don't recognize myself anymore.
I didn't change naturally, I was made to be this way. I didn't grow up and adapt and change based on experiences and wisdom which comes on age. I was a square peg shoved into a round hole and now I've been grinded round and I can never grasp my corners anymore. Now I'm just another one person. No longer an individual.
That is not what you want. That is what others want. Never change because others want you to. That is all. Don't make the same mistake I did.
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But of course, that would be quite naive and deluding myself wouldn't it? Truth is, everyone knows, a blog isn't your own personal space. You are never free to post what you like. You are afraid of the schools, the people, the crap government. People can criticise and insult you on your own space because they don't like what you are writing. There is no such thing as mind you own business anymore. I'm so tired of all these false pretences.
Cute, regular girl who goes home and blogs happily about her day, her musings and thoughts (as long as they fit into the million quotas set by the community and once again, crap schools and crap governments), as cyberspace freedom is simply a thing of the past. You can only blog in that way, or else some huge drama might ensue. You are not free to blog your personal opinions, as it might hurt others and whatnot. As they might leave derogatory comments on your blog which sucks and you feel pressured to remove them.
Freedom? Is there such a thing? In this country we live in, freedom is an illusion, nothing more. Our 'masyarakat' is nothing but a 17th century British town, happy faces and friendliness a mask for all the unpleasantness and judgement hidden inside, so much that Malaysian people have become a faceless mask of people with the SAME thoughts and opinions because the community simply doesn't allow you to post your own opinions.
No, when you do, they criticise. They tell you you are naive and wrong. They threaten you and embarrass you. To what extent? To conform you to their own personal bland standards of freedom and opinions. There is no such thing as freedom, as long as there are people with feelings, sensitive people, people who get angry, people who don't respect you because you didn't respect them by posting something, but then why did they read it in the first place?
They disrespect you because you disrespected them by posting things BY YOUR OWN ACCORD which they voluntarily read. Is it that wrong and disrespectful to have a mind and an opinion which they might not accept but what can they do about it? Can you really change someone's thoughts in their head? Now, you may say you leave comments because you are expressing YOUR own personal opinion, but truth is the purpose is to change your ideals. Is that really right? Isn't it wrong to try to change someone's ideals no matter how much they offend you?
You are free to post your own opinions. But when those opinions are read, you are forced to change your opinions. How free is that? Is it right to make someone suppress their personal feelings and musings?
It is a choice and right to post on your opinions.
It is a choice for others to read it.
It is a choice to feel offended and leave a comment.
It is a choice to let yourself be changed. It is your own fault, weakness and stupidity.
It is STUPID when you do change and you realise you don't even recognize yourself anymore.
So what if you are a better person supposedly? To crush your ideals to be a better person? You change your nose to look better. You are now a better-looking person. But you have changed your true self. You have conformed to a stereotype.
It is disgusting why some people do conform. I regret it too. For a better social life, thoughts and beliefs and opinions and freedom rights were sacrificed and suppressed. It is disgusting what schools and government is trying to do.
Always stand by your opinions no matter how much people oppose them. Everyone has their own opinions, you have yours for a REASON. Everything has a REASON. No one has the right to change you. That's just like saying "I don't like how dogs walk on four legs and attempt to change them". Everything has its reason for being, it is in every spiritual and whatnot beliefs in the world.
So, is there really freedom? Think about it.
Never let the haters change you and mould you differently. It is ok to change for your own natural accord but very wrong to change simply because you are weak and crumble under other's demands. You will look back and regret, and wonder what happened to the you that you once knew.
Your true spirit is gone. You have changed. You,a sarcastic person, change into a cutesy bubbly person because you won't make friends if you're not. You will look back and regret. You will lose your essence forever. You will never be able to be original again. You are weak and you will never bounce back ever again.
That is all I can say. Always stand up for yourself, and don't care what figures of authority try to force you into, a contrite mess of apologies. Don't feel cowered, that was my mistake. Now, am i truly happy? I have lost my original self. i don't recognize myself anymore.
I didn't change naturally, I was made to be this way. I didn't grow up and adapt and change based on experiences and wisdom which comes on age. I was a square peg shoved into a round hole and now I've been grinded round and I can never grasp my corners anymore. Now I'm just another one person. No longer an individual.
That is not what you want. That is what others want. Never change because others want you to. That is all. Don't make the same mistake I did.
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&the time is 2:16 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥
Once you are tagged.
Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.
Starting time:
0000
Name:
Ena Liew
Sister(s):
0
Brother(s):
1
Eye Color:
Black
Shoe size:
3 or 4.
Hair:
Reddish brownish black.
Piercings:
Ears, nipples, tongues, belly, nose. Haha, just the ears.
Height:
Can I don't say? T.T
What are you wearing right now?
Where do you live?
Kuching.
Favorite number:
13!!
Favorite drink:
I like iced lemon tea and soya bean, can't live without coffee and I like wine!
Favorite month:
October!
Favorite breakfast:
I don't take breakfast. Umm, maybe coffee.
***********Have You Ever***********
Broken a bone:
Not yet.
Been in a police car:
I wish.
Been on a plane:
Few times.
Been in a hot tub:
Long long ago.
Swam in the ocean:
I can't really swim but when I do, I do it in the pool. I don't like salty water.
Fallen asleep in school:
Every exam.
Broken someone’s heart:
Yes.
Cried when someone died?:
I cry everyday.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
Yes..many times. Feel stupid.
Saved e-mails:
Some.
Been cheated on:
Probably yes. Don't ever want to find out.
***********What is************
Your room like?
Lotsa books, no place to sit. Posters, clothes, papers all around. On the ground and on the bed.
What is right beside you?
Phone. Books. TV.
What is the last thing you ate?
Rice and egg.
———————-Ever Had-————————-
Chicken pox:
Haven't..hopefully never.
Sore throat:
Way a lot.
Stitches:
Nope.
Broken nose:
No.
————————-Do You————————–
Believe in love at first sight?
Sometimes.
Like picnics:
No. Got insects and all that. Urgh. I'm an indoor person.
————————–Who—————————
Did you last yell at?
Classmates. For random reasons.
Was the last person you danced with?
Edith Lee.
Who last made you smile?
Adam Lambert.
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Glasses.
———-Final Questions————-
What are you listening to right now?
Julienne Irwin on America's Got Talent reruns.
What did you do today?
I went to school. Had Choral Speaking till 3. Then left for a shower and a nap. 6-9 PBK. NOw online doing nothing but this.
Diamond or pearl?
Diamond.
Are you the oldest?
Yes!
Indoors or out doors?
Indoors.
——————Today did you———————-
1. Talk to someone you like?
I like everyone.
2. Kiss anyone?
No..
3. Get sick?
Not yet.
4. Sing?
Yes, countless times.
5. Talk to an ex?
YES.
6. Miss someone:
Perhaps.
7. Eat:
DUHH.
—————-Last person who——————
8. You talked to on the phone?
Daddy. Or is it Shelly?
9. Made you cry?
Ms Chung. With Add Math.
10. Went to the movies with?
Like, in the Stone Age. So long didn't go lor. Umm..Shelly, Linda, forgot liao.
11. You went to the mall with?
Sigh..Mum and Dad. Lame.
——————Have you——————-
19. Been to Mexico?
No.
20. been to USA?
WILL GO!
——————-Random——————–
21. Have a crush on someone?
Unfortunately.....
22. What books are you reading right now?
Weird books from the school library which are kinda dirty.
23. Best feeling in the world?
Getting great results. Making up with a long time enemy. Winning a competition. Shopping. Gossiping. Choral Speaking. Hugging.
24. Future kids names?
Something not too common not too strange.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
I'm 16, of course not. And anyway, I'm allergic to dust. Do you know hoe dirty and disgusting stuffed animals can get??
26. What’s under your bed?
Rulers. Lost forever.
27. Favorite sport(s) to watch?
Soccer. Figure skating. Cheerleading. Gymnastics.
28. Favorite place?
A place where you can get free clothes.
32. Who do you really hate?
Can't say. But I think some know.
33. Do you have a job?
No but I need one! I'm broke!
37. What time is it now?
0018
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Friday, May 22, 2009
TaggedAnswer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff.
Starting time:
0000
Name:
Ena Liew
Sister(s):
0
Brother(s):
1
Eye Color:
Black
Shoe size:
3 or 4.
Hair:
Reddish brownish black.
Piercings:
Ears, nipples, tongues, belly, nose. Haha, just the ears.
Height:
Can I don't say? T.T
What are you wearing right now?
Nothing. Haha..ok..pajamas.
Where do you live?
Kuching.
Favorite number:
13!!
Favorite drink:
I like iced lemon tea and soya bean, can't live without coffee and I like wine!
Favorite month:
October!
Favorite breakfast:
I don't take breakfast. Umm, maybe coffee.
***********Have You Ever***********
Broken a bone:
Not yet.
Been in a police car:
I wish.
Been on a plane:
Few times.
Been in a hot tub:
Long long ago.
Swam in the ocean:
I can't really swim but when I do, I do it in the pool. I don't like salty water.
Fallen asleep in school:
Every exam.
Broken someone’s heart:
Yes.
Cried when someone died?:
I cry everyday.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call:
Yes..many times. Feel stupid.
Saved e-mails:
Some.
Been cheated on:
Probably yes. Don't ever want to find out.
***********What is************
Your room like?
Lotsa books, no place to sit. Posters, clothes, papers all around. On the ground and on the bed.
What is right beside you?
Phone. Books. TV.
What is the last thing you ate?
Rice and egg.
———————-Ever Had-————————-
Chicken pox:
Haven't..hopefully never.
Sore throat:
Way a lot.
Stitches:
Nope.
Broken nose:
No.
————————-Do You————————–
Believe in love at first sight?
Sometimes.
Like picnics:
No. Got insects and all that. Urgh. I'm an indoor person.
————————–Who—————————
Did you last yell at?
Classmates. For random reasons.
Was the last person you danced with?
Edith Lee.
Who last made you smile?
Adam Lambert.
Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
Glasses.
———-Final Questions————-
What are you listening to right now?
Julienne Irwin on America's Got Talent reruns.
What did you do today?
I went to school. Had Choral Speaking till 3. Then left for a shower and a nap. 6-9 PBK. NOw online doing nothing but this.
Diamond or pearl?
Diamond.
Are you the oldest?
Yes!
Indoors or out doors?
Indoors.
——————Today did you———————-
1. Talk to someone you like?
I like everyone.
2. Kiss anyone?
No..
3. Get sick?
Not yet.
4. Sing?
Yes, countless times.
5. Talk to an ex?
YES.
6. Miss someone:
Perhaps.
7. Eat:
DUHH.
—————-Last person who——————
8. You talked to on the phone?
Daddy. Or is it Shelly?
9. Made you cry?
Ms Chung. With Add Math.
10. Went to the movies with?
Like, in the Stone Age. So long didn't go lor. Umm..Shelly, Linda, forgot liao.
11. You went to the mall with?
Sigh..Mum and Dad. Lame.
——————Have you——————-
19. Been to Mexico?
No.
20. been to USA?
WILL GO!
——————-Random——————–
21. Have a crush on someone?
Unfortunately.....
22. What books are you reading right now?
Weird books from the school library which are kinda dirty.
23. Best feeling in the world?
Getting great results. Making up with a long time enemy. Winning a competition. Shopping. Gossiping. Choral Speaking. Hugging.
24. Future kids names?
Something not too common not too strange.
25. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
I'm 16, of course not. And anyway, I'm allergic to dust. Do you know hoe dirty and disgusting stuffed animals can get??
26. What’s under your bed?
Rulers. Lost forever.
27. Favorite sport(s) to watch?
Soccer. Figure skating. Cheerleading. Gymnastics.
28. Favorite place?
A place where you can get free clothes.
32. Who do you really hate?
Can't say. But I think some know.
33. Do you have a job?
No but I need one! I'm broke!
37. What time is it now?
0018
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&the time is 11:59 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥ PostScript
My last post was actually supposed to be on when I fell down the stairs of the Dewan. Ouch. Don't laugh or I will chop your head off and fry it in garlic and olive oil.
I have two bumps on my legs and they hurt. they have yet to turn blue but they mark the end of wearing shorts as I know it. Hehe. If only he would help me massage then it would be alright. Hint hint.
I can't wait till all this madness blows away and I can actually go out with my friends. And I can spend time with.....
=)
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I have two bumps on my legs and they hurt. they have yet to turn blue but they mark the end of wearing shorts as I know it. Hehe. If only he would help me massage then it would be alright. Hint hint.
I can't wait till all this madness blows away and I can actually go out with my friends. And I can spend time with.....
=)
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&the time is 10:26 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥ When I Fell Down
Today I was SO sick of the prefects going on and on about the Prefect's Camp. Yadda yadda yadda. Bla bla bla. Tents. Pail. Scoop. Color. Performance.
Sickening.
I was roped in (me, a commoner) to help Amanda's group to figure a cheer and all. Deatils confidential, but I was glad to be able to donate my intellect and creativity. Haha. Not. Sure that everyone will peng when they hear what I came up for them.
Another reason I boycott Prefect's Camp: There's JV Sushi Making tomorrow and only me and Grace will be there to chair it. I have no idea how to be organised or what to talk about during meetings. I have no idea what Amy them had to say last year.
Gold Coast is flooded. I really hope I can get to go and this swine flu thing will just blow over. Pn. Kong might be getting the new case anytime soon.
Anyway, I got scolded by Sharon this morning. As usual. And we were friends again. As usual. So we were at Choral Speaking. I stripped to change. As you all know and may be freaked ou tby, I am so not a prude. I believe in changing and stripping in front of everyone. No hiding, no toilets, no covering. Because well, everyone has the same goods over at St. Teresa. So why do I care? Haha.
So I was changing and all, then Sharon said "Are you wearing red underwear?"
Me: "Yea, why?"
Her: "Aren't you supposed to wear red underwear only when you get married?"
Jess and Shelly comes by and says: "Yealo, we don't have red underwear also ba".
Me: "Ummm..ok".
So tired now. Just come back from the hellhole that is PBK.
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Sickening.
I was roped in (me, a commoner) to help Amanda's group to figure a cheer and all. Deatils confidential, but I was glad to be able to donate my intellect and creativity. Haha. Not. Sure that everyone will peng when they hear what I came up for them.
Another reason I boycott Prefect's Camp: There's JV Sushi Making tomorrow and only me and Grace will be there to chair it. I have no idea how to be organised or what to talk about during meetings. I have no idea what Amy them had to say last year.
Gold Coast is flooded. I really hope I can get to go and this swine flu thing will just blow over. Pn. Kong might be getting the new case anytime soon.
Anyway, I got scolded by Sharon this morning. As usual. And we were friends again. As usual. So we were at Choral Speaking. I stripped to change. As you all know and may be freaked ou tby, I am so not a prude. I believe in changing and stripping in front of everyone. No hiding, no toilets, no covering. Because well, everyone has the same goods over at St. Teresa. So why do I care? Haha.
So I was changing and all, then Sharon said "Are you wearing red underwear?"
Me: "Yea, why?"
Her: "Aren't you supposed to wear red underwear only when you get married?"
Jess and Shelly comes by and says: "Yealo, we don't have red underwear also ba".
Me: "Ummm..ok".
So tired now. Just come back from the hellhole that is PBK.
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&the time is 9:40 PM
posted by Ena ♥
♥
Thursday, May 21, 2009
The World Is UnfairI have had enough of this crappy shit going around me. This bullshit fucking crap that is circling me in this world.
No wonder Sarawak is getting only 5% subsidy from the government if this is how we spend it, on organising crappy sub standard debate competitions such as this unfair one that took place today. I don't care if the oh, say, ISA arrests me. Go ahead cause you know what I'm saying is true. Seriously, the other team was out of topic.
We were talking about moulding a child's character and they were talking about laying a foundation for children to be mouldede. Totally out of it. Plus the guy was bashing teachers with his insensitive " Teachers only teach they don't mould", "School teaches useless memorising, useless moral values", "If you see a counselor, you're crazy" statements. I mean, then why do you go to school?
And they kept on about Moral and how it doesn't help develop Moral. Well, what about the other subjects where moral values are incorporated? Are you saying the Msian government sucks??
No point harping about that. Anyway, St. Jo and Green Road were good.
Let me strike on a subject closer to home. Like, HER. She has had a problem with me since Day 1. I have never done anything to her. I don't know her or her friends. I exchange about 3 words with her a year. I have always tolerated her and the most offending thing I've done is ask her, "Why do u hate me?"
My answer was "I heard you very sombong".
Okaaaayy. Whatever. I have always been nice to her. But now she has way overstepped the mark. I don't care what you are, whether you did it or not. I asked you ina civilized way, Did you do it?
You replied with a "No. Don't perasan".
Where did you learn that, Sarcasm for Dummies? Or 101 Ways to be Rude through Text Messaging Just For Fun? Or How It's Done: Carrying Grudges for 6 years ?
Well, well, go suck dick for all I care. I don't find it necessary to be rude. In fact I believe in karma. Like, 3 fold back to you.
This is a shit world I live in
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No wonder Sarawak is getting only 5% subsidy from the government if this is how we spend it, on organising crappy sub standard debate competitions such as this unfair one that took place today. I don't care if the oh, say, ISA arrests me. Go ahead cause you know what I'm saying is true. Seriously, the other team was out of topic.
We were talking about moulding a child's character and they were talking about laying a foundation for children to be mouldede. Totally out of it. Plus the guy was bashing teachers with his insensitive " Teachers only teach they don't mould", "School teaches useless memorising, useless moral values", "If you see a counselor, you're crazy" statements. I mean, then why do you go to school?
And they kept on about Moral and how it doesn't help develop Moral. Well, what about the other subjects where moral values are incorporated? Are you saying the Msian government sucks??
No point harping about that. Anyway, St. Jo and Green Road were good.
Let me strike on a subject closer to home. Like, HER. She has had a problem with me since Day 1. I have never done anything to her. I don't know her or her friends. I exchange about 3 words with her a year. I have always tolerated her and the most offending thing I've done is ask her, "Why do u hate me?"
My answer was "I heard you very sombong".
Okaaaayy. Whatever. I have always been nice to her. But now she has way overstepped the mark. I don't care what you are, whether you did it or not. I asked you ina civilized way, Did you do it?
You replied with a "No. Don't perasan".
Where did you learn that, Sarcasm for Dummies? Or 101 Ways to be Rude through Text Messaging Just For Fun? Or How It's Done: Carrying Grudges for 6 years ?
Well, well, go suck dick for all I care. I don't find it necessary to be rude. In fact I believe in karma. Like, 3 fold back to you.
This is a shit world I live in
- where I get backstabbed by classmates who tell teachers crap like I have crushes on them (BULLSHIT LA YOU BITCHES, DON'T FABRICATE RANDOM STORIES, YOU CAN TEASE ME AND JOKE AROUND WITH ME BUT YOU DON'T GET TO TELL FUCK SHIT LIKE THAT TO THE ACTUAL PERSON),
- where I receive psycho text messages an hour after confronting HER,
- where St. Teresa's debating team, who stayed up to 10 at night at school to practice, and did outstandingly, yet lost to a team that was so out of topic that the timekeepers were shocked to hear the results,
- where Adam Lambert can lose to Kris Allen,
- where killer robots and drowning and exploding and being murdered is our grandchildren's fate
- where sarcasm has a field day
- where primary schoolmates can either have backstabbed you or not, but refuses to tell you or be even remotely civilized to you
- where you have to say hydrolysed instead of breaking down =(
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Robotics CompetitionI was a bitch the whole day, a result of stress. Snapping, mocking and drumming my fingers incessantly on every surface I could find is synonym to my stress level getting increasingly high.
We got a big fat zero for the frist round. I must say, we were the fastest group in building. There was a cocky, smarmy guy who was rude and mean and I really don't like him. Anyawy, he was like, You giving up already?Crying?
I told him flat out I'm not that weak and I haven't given up yet.
Second round, due to our strategies and mad dashes and all, I managed to score a 50 marks. But seriously, Queen HatSharonSut and I and Dorea were really sad by the freaking robot's inconsisitency. It can go straight at one try and turn left on the second try. Really stressful.
Still, we got 4th and Lynne them got 3rd. The Form 3 team got 2nd. All in all, girls are better at robotics than a lot of guys. Haha. I know , politically incorrect.
The thing is, I got to drink the sweetest coffee ever........He got me coffee!!!!! Yes, I finally have his number..I stole it from Lynne's. I've sat in his car, and called him on the phone. HEHEHEHE.
No comments on this please. I'm sorry if it disturbs you.
Lotsa gay guys at Robotics. Now, our nervousness has been lifted.
AT first when we got zero we were wondering how to face Lip Yi and Amanda and Ms. Chung. But now, hey, we got 4th out of 27. We expected to get last, seriously, we were so screwed up.
I would like to thank
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We got a big fat zero for the frist round. I must say, we were the fastest group in building. There was a cocky, smarmy guy who was rude and mean and I really don't like him. Anyawy, he was like, You giving up already?Crying?
I told him flat out I'm not that weak and I haven't given up yet.
Second round, due to our strategies and mad dashes and all, I managed to score a 50 marks. But seriously, Queen HatSharonSut and I and Dorea were really sad by the freaking robot's inconsisitency. It can go straight at one try and turn left on the second try. Really stressful.
Still, we got 4th and Lynne them got 3rd. The Form 3 team got 2nd. All in all, girls are better at robotics than a lot of guys. Haha. I know , politically incorrect.
The thing is, I got to drink the sweetest coffee ever........He got me coffee!!!!! Yes, I finally have his number..I stole it from Lynne's. I've sat in his car, and called him on the phone. HEHEHEHE.
No comments on this please. I'm sorry if it disturbs you.
Lotsa gay guys at Robotics. Now, our nervousness has been lifted.
AT first when we got zero we were wondering how to face Lip Yi and Amanda and Ms. Chung. But now, hey, we got 4th out of 27. We expected to get last, seriously, we were so screwed up.
I would like to thank
- Erica for building the robot!!!
- Amanda for helping
- Marilyn for telling us the rules
- Ms Chung for mentoring
- Ahem for the coffee!!!!
- Sharon and Dorea for building and programming
- Ms Susie for making my day by giving me 93 for EST!!
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Monday, May 18, 2009
I Am ExhaustedWe had Robotics the whole day. It was crazy and incomprehensible. We dashed around with programmes and all the crap. We had a crazy robot who didn't move straight, had no consistency and ran differently each time we set it.
Erica is an angel sent from above to help us.
We had it nonstop. I skipped a lot of Debate for it because I'm only a reserve, and face it, my Robotics had a lot of problems.
We had 12 programmes to perfect and we did some on high battery and we got 4 done by low battery. And we charged and realized that, high and low battery programmes work differently. So we had to reprogramme. I just got home anyway.
Me, Lynne, Clare, Dorea and Steph have been practising at Sharon's house till now. Whew. We are so tired. i bet Sharon's still up working on it.
Tomorrow is the competiton.
Hey, do u realsie all the operators are in Debate? Me, Alicia and Steph.
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Erica is an angel sent from above to help us.
We had it nonstop. I skipped a lot of Debate for it because I'm only a reserve, and face it, my Robotics had a lot of problems.
We had 12 programmes to perfect and we did some on high battery and we got 4 done by low battery. And we charged and realized that, high and low battery programmes work differently. So we had to reprogramme. I just got home anyway.
Me, Lynne, Clare, Dorea and Steph have been practising at Sharon's house till now. Whew. We are so tired. i bet Sharon's still up working on it.
Tomorrow is the competiton.
Hey, do u realsie all the operators are in Debate? Me, Alicia and Steph.
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♥ Deep In Thought
I can't sleep at this hour and there's nothing good anymore to watch so here I am blogging. Okay, random details: I just added Pn. Euphrasia as a friend on Facebook. I love my Leo slide. I love my robot.
Sharon is so rich! I went to her house yesterday and she has like a piano and two exercise machines blocked by chairs due to lack of use. Meaning she keeps a 15 grand piano behind a few chairs just for the fun of it. Okay, I should not publish this in case Sharon gets kidnapped or something.
Tomorrow my schedule goes like this:
- Debate till Break
- Robotics till go home
- Debate till 3
- Robotics till 5
- (might continue to someone's house for further Robotics training)
For Tuesday:
- Robotics Competiton from 7 to 4 (wish me luck)
- Literature class from 7 to 8.30
- Debate practice from 8.30 to 10
I have just realised.. no nap time at all in the afternoon.
Means I will be running on empty for these 2 days.
I have pain in my thighs from running around. I'm sure teachers have seen me running around. Bilik Sumber to the Hall, up then down to class, then Debate again.
I hate stairs.
Anyway, deep in thought part.
OMG this is so creepy. Deja vu big time as I type these words.
Anyway, I feel so old. You know, I was like so young years ago (duhh). And know I'm in Form 4, it's just surreal. I can't help but think of the day when I graduate, then zooom to
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Sharon is so rich! I went to her house yesterday and she has like a piano and two exercise machines blocked by chairs due to lack of use. Meaning she keeps a 15 grand piano behind a few chairs just for the fun of it. Okay, I should not publish this in case Sharon gets kidnapped or something.
Tomorrow my schedule goes like this:
- Debate till Break
- Robotics till go home
- Debate till 3
- Robotics till 5
- (might continue to someone's house for further Robotics training)
For Tuesday:
- Robotics Competiton from 7 to 4 (wish me luck)
- Literature class from 7 to 8.30
- Debate practice from 8.30 to 10
I have just realised.. no nap time at all in the afternoon.
Means I will be running on empty for these 2 days.
I have pain in my thighs from running around. I'm sure teachers have seen me running around. Bilik Sumber to the Hall, up then down to class, then Debate again.
I hate stairs.
Anyway, deep in thought part.
OMG this is so creepy. Deja vu big time as I type these words.
Anyway, I feel so old. You know, I was like so young years ago (duhh). And know I'm in Form 4, it's just surreal. I can't help but think of the day when I graduate, then zooom to
I DIE.
Maybe it's because I don't believe in life after death. Or because I simply don't want to die. I don't. You know?
I would rather sell my soul and be a vampire as long as I can be immortal. But you know what would be better?
"So long as men can read, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee".
I don't mind dying as long as I am never forgotten. Somehow, I want to leav ea mark on the world. I want to be missed and never, ever forgotten. I never want people to move on and stop grieving me, which is selfish I know. Think Princess Diana, Marilyn Monroe, Julius Caesar, Buddha, Jesus, Cleopatra.
Anyway, i feel so more mature. I think it's the pain and suffering I went through, i's made me so much more experinced. You've gotta feel it someday, and I already have, and might again. It really opened my eyes. I am so much more a wiser person both in love and life. And I still support homosexuality.
Of course, a wise person would have no need to publicise her newly-acquired wisdom on her blog. (I'm not wise, just wiser. And that, is a wiser thing to say.)
I have slipped in my grades but I don't feel so suicidal. I don't find the childish urge to hide and sulk when someone asks me my marks like not so long ago when I would snap pff someone's head if they asked me my marks.
I am not as sick as I was. I have self-cured my eating disorder. I have lessened in my OCD about germs. I am less manic-depressive, and more sane.
But if I was sane, why is it so hard fo rme to say no? I never say no. I just say yes yes yes and try to please all the time and I take up all the extra work which sometimes just kill sme yet I myself pile up more and more. According to ColorQuiz.com, I am slowly destroying myself.
And don' t let me get started on my relationship baggage. From a commitment phobic girl to a commitment-addict, I have come a long and decidedly unwise way.
And sometimes reading some people's blogs bugs me..random people whom I don't know who act like a lot of people are following their blog like 'Hey, I am sorry to disappoint you' or 'Hey, I know you guys love my blog' or 'Did you guys miss me?'
You don't see Dawn Yang doing that. I prefer reading blogs of people who think they have no one who reads their blog at all. It's so much more real and natural that way.
It's 1.30 am.
I would rather sell my soul and be a vampire as long as I can be immortal. But you know what would be better?
"So long as men can read, or eyes can see,
So long lives this, and this gives life to thee".
I don't mind dying as long as I am never forgotten. Somehow, I want to leav ea mark on the world. I want to be missed and never, ever forgotten. I never want people to move on and stop grieving me, which is selfish I know. Think Princess Diana, Marilyn Monroe, Julius Caesar, Buddha, Jesus, Cleopatra.
Anyway, i feel so more mature. I think it's the pain and suffering I went through, i's made me so much more experinced. You've gotta feel it someday, and I already have, and might again. It really opened my eyes. I am so much more a wiser person both in love and life. And I still support homosexuality.
Of course, a wise person would have no need to publicise her newly-acquired wisdom on her blog. (I'm not wise, just wiser. And that, is a wiser thing to say.)
I have slipped in my grades but I don't feel so suicidal. I don't find the childish urge to hide and sulk when someone asks me my marks like not so long ago when I would snap pff someone's head if they asked me my marks.
I am not as sick as I was. I have self-cured my eating disorder. I have lessened in my OCD about germs. I am less manic-depressive, and more sane.
But if I was sane, why is it so hard fo rme to say no? I never say no. I just say yes yes yes and try to please all the time and I take up all the extra work which sometimes just kill sme yet I myself pile up more and more. According to ColorQuiz.com, I am slowly destroying myself.
And don' t let me get started on my relationship baggage. From a commitment phobic girl to a commitment-addict, I have come a long and decidedly unwise way.
And sometimes reading some people's blogs bugs me..random people whom I don't know who act like a lot of people are following their blog like 'Hey, I am sorry to disappoint you' or 'Hey, I know you guys love my blog' or 'Did you guys miss me?'
You don't see Dawn Yang doing that. I prefer reading blogs of people who think they have no one who reads their blog at all. It's so much more real and natural that way.
It's 1.30 am.
1,2,3,4. 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you..I LOVE YOU =)
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Sunday, May 17, 2009
I Love Taking PhotosI've taken many photos lately, though with my crap camera phone because I am one of the few people who don't own a digital camera. Take a look.
Our robot
Adeline and Joanna yesterday
The beautiful sunset
I love correction tape
Mushroom soup
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Our robot
Adeline and Joanna yesterday
The beautiful sunset
I love correction tape
Mushroom soup0 comments
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♥ It's All Bling-ed!
I can't believe I spent the whole day on the computer. The whole day. Editing my blog. See, I got a funny idea to change my blog layout without losing my page elements. So I looke dup online on how to do it.
Then I got the codes and all was done. Or actually, I got Aaron to do it for me! For your noble deed, you have earned a special mention in my blog (means you didn't piss me off and so I'm not writing about you negatively).
Anyway, there was a looong afternoon of stress and hard work as I modified the codes. I can actually recognize them and memorize them now, and I can insert stuff like colour and page breaks and lines into the 'Edit HTML' box.
Might not sound like much, but for a girl who's practically computer-illiterate, this is an awesome achievement in the space of 1 looong afternoon
I(and Aaron) managed to input my chat box, my Mixpod, and my links. I was particularly unlucky that i picked a layout that
My fault for picking a 'cacat' layout.
But still, I learnt a bundle!!!
And now I don't have to use the ugly boring layouts from Blogger anymore!
Random note: I saw Miss Susie at Saberkas.
P.S. This thing, changing layout for a whole 12 hours, is a good project when you're particularly free.
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Then I got the codes and all was done. Or actually, I got Aaron to do it for me! For your noble deed, you have earned a special mention in my blog (means you didn't piss me off and so I'm not writing about you negatively).
Anyway, there was a looong afternoon of stress and hard work as I modified the codes. I can actually recognize them and memorize them now, and I can insert stuff like colour and page breaks and lines into the 'Edit HTML' box.
Might not sound like much, but for a girl who's practically computer-illiterate, this is an awesome achievement in the space of 1 looong afternoon
I(and Aaron) managed to input my chat box, my Mixpod, and my links. I was particularly unlucky that i picked a layout that
- Had no post header
- Had no footer(means no comments)
- Had no profile
- Had no Blogger navbar
- Had weird contents and a blog title belonging to the creator of the layout that I had to carefully remove one by one and insert my own sentences
- Had weird emo pictures
- The links were different coloured
- If I blogged two posts in 1 day, the 2nd post had no title or header or footer
- The colours weren't that attractive
- colour perfection
- a colourful blog title
- picture!
- header
- footer
- widgets
My fault for picking a 'cacat' layout.
But still, I learnt a bundle!!!
And now I don't have to use the ugly boring layouts from Blogger anymore!
Random note: I saw Miss Susie at Saberkas.
P.S. This thing, changing layout for a whole 12 hours, is a good project when you're particularly free.
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Saturday, May 16, 2009
Happy Teacher's Day!!Teacher's Day this year was great. Better than last year's one even. I was stupid man, just stupid, I spent so much time screaming and not taking photos. So a dull post in place of a picturesque post here. Sorry.
Good MCs, good enthusiasm, plenty of flower giving, plenty of screaming. Just my kind of atmosphere. The performances were stellar..
Pn Chin got the Best Dressed Female, and I could see the big grin on her face.
Cikgu Ismail got the Best Dressed Male, and he just brushed off my congrats with a cute face. Seriously, I felt like I was talking to the wall.
Pn Tan looked like a new teacher. I was like, who is that?? And I found out it was her. She looks 25 with the braid.
Pn. Mary's speech wasn't too long!
Mr George sang with gusto and got a much-deserved high 5 from Pn. Tan.
It was great. No booing this year, and much more enthusiasm. Even less technical problems..Great job!
My only complaint is that there weren't morelucky draws. Damn I missed my chance of going up.
I saw X.
She was ohh so nice and friendly and cooperative. Maybe I misjudged her? She told me she wasn't sure is it actually an 8gb or a 4gb, only she knows its RM 49 so she will go home and check. Obviously, if it's RM 49, it has to be a 4gb.
If she wasn't sure that it was 4 or 8, why did she insist to teacher that it was an 8gb?
And apparently she kept asking me to but a pendrive worth exactly RM 49. Teacher says just get her a brand new pendrive of the same brand and size, ignore the value thing. So yeah, gonna get it.
I am so tired.
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Good MCs, good enthusiasm, plenty of flower giving, plenty of screaming. Just my kind of atmosphere. The performances were stellar..
- The Form 5 band members
- Rachel Blair( very popular)
- Taerobics
- A Form 1 band(so young so talented)
- Joanna and Gwen(Yay!Gwen!)
- Joanna and Adeline(Wow..the high notes were amazing.)
- A solo singer(sang Malay song, can't really remember the name)
- Mildred with Hero
- Mildred and Lysandra singing Melodi(Lysandra can really do the notes)
- A few bands
- A boy band
- Guprit and Cassandra(stellar and funny)
- The Dance!!!!(they were INCREDIBLE..Boom Boom Pow)
Pn Chin got the Best Dressed Female, and I could see the big grin on her face.
Cikgu Ismail got the Best Dressed Male, and he just brushed off my congrats with a cute face. Seriously, I felt like I was talking to the wall.
Pn Tan looked like a new teacher. I was like, who is that?? And I found out it was her. She looks 25 with the braid.
Pn. Mary's speech wasn't too long!
Mr George sang with gusto and got a much-deserved high 5 from Pn. Tan.
It was great. No booing this year, and much more enthusiasm. Even less technical problems..Great job!
My only complaint is that there weren't morelucky draws. Damn I missed my chance of going up.
I saw X.
She was ohh so nice and friendly and cooperative. Maybe I misjudged her? She told me she wasn't sure is it actually an 8gb or a 4gb, only she knows its RM 49 so she will go home and check. Obviously, if it's RM 49, it has to be a 4gb.
If she wasn't sure that it was 4 or 8, why did she insist to teacher that it was an 8gb?
And apparently she kept asking me to but a pendrive worth exactly RM 49. Teacher says just get her a brand new pendrive of the same brand and size, ignore the value thing. So yeah, gonna get it.
I am so tired.
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Friday, May 15, 2009
Bitchy Bitchy PostI must say I have no idea about juniors nowadays. Was she really made that way or was she educated that way by her family? All i can say is, I've done wrong, and I will pay you back. End of story. Oh, but no..
Let me start from the beginning. With no names at all. Let's just say a teacher passed me a pendrive containing stuff I have to edit. So, I left it in class. I was out of class whole day and I went up to Physics Lab for last period and the pendrive was still there. I never even had a look at it. I put it in my pocket and when I reached home it was gone. Didn't turn up anywhere. Okay, my fault, I replace it.
I call the owner, X.
X: It' s ok. Nothing important inside. It's a 4gb pendrive and it costed RM49.
Me: I'm really sorry. I'll buy one back real soon.
X: It's ok, after exam also nevermind.
Me: Thanks..really sorry..
Okay, matter settle right?
Then...
Teacher: She told us her pendrive was a 8gb.
Me: Can you talk to her?
Three days later..
Teacher: She still insists that it's 8gb.
So, this is the game you want to play you sneaky little ***? You want to RIP MY MONEY OFF??
She didn't answer my calls, didn't reply my messages. Well well, I'm not going to beat you into a pulp no matter how much I want to. I am going to talk with you rationally. So young already you can't be such a greedy liar?
Well listen here..You can report me for bullying you. You can ask your brother or mother to find me. You can see Mdm. Euphrasia and tell her a senior is bullying you, boo-hoo.
Point is here,sweetheart...
You know who you are.
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Let me start from the beginning. With no names at all. Let's just say a teacher passed me a pendrive containing stuff I have to edit. So, I left it in class. I was out of class whole day and I went up to Physics Lab for last period and the pendrive was still there. I never even had a look at it. I put it in my pocket and when I reached home it was gone. Didn't turn up anywhere. Okay, my fault, I replace it.
I call the owner, X.
X: It' s ok. Nothing important inside. It's a 4gb pendrive and it costed RM49.
Me: I'm really sorry. I'll buy one back real soon.
X: It's ok, after exam also nevermind.
Me: Thanks..really sorry..
Okay, matter settle right?
Then...
Teacher: She told us her pendrive was a 8gb.
Me: Can you talk to her?
Three days later..
Teacher: She still insists that it's 8gb.
So, this is the game you want to play you sneaky little ***? You want to RIP MY MONEY OFF??
She didn't answer my calls, didn't reply my messages. Well well, I'm not going to beat you into a pulp no matter how much I want to. I am going to talk with you rationally. So young already you can't be such a greedy liar?
Well listen here..You can report me for bullying you. You can ask your brother or mother to find me. You can see Mdm. Euphrasia and tell her a senior is bullying you, boo-hoo.
Point is here,sweetheart...
- Either you take the 4gb or you don't get a cent back. Take it or leave it.
- Get your mum to talk to my mum then. However I highly doubt an adult would pull such a scam.
- I'm not going to go easy on you. No melting at junior-ness. No boiling too, I won't bitch at you but I will make myself VERY CLEAR.
- Don't try hiding behind teacher just because she's nice.
- Remember, try anything else you won't get anything back because I'm not that gullible or nice.
You know who you are.
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♥ My Heart
Have you ever wondered dear,
Why is your heart beating?
Is it because I am near?
Because it is the same for me too.
I love you not because you're smart
Or sweet and funny too!
I love you with all my heart
In fact I've given it to you.
My heart is the little part of me
That tells me I love you
But it's my whole self who means it
When I say 'I do'.
It;s not just my heart that loves you..
It's my soul too.
Copyright by Ena Liew
(P.S. I am not marriage obsessed. It just rhymes.)
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Why is your heart beating?
Is it because I am near?
Because it is the same for me too.
I love you not because you're smart
Or sweet and funny too!
I love you with all my heart
In fact I've given it to you.
My heart is the little part of me
That tells me I love you
But it's my whole self who means it
When I say 'I do'.
It;s not just my heart that loves you..
It's my soul too.
Copyright by Ena Liew
(P.S. I am not marriage obsessed. It just rhymes.)
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♥ Friday of Fear
Ok, it wasn't that bad today. I had a considerably good day. I only felt worried that I might not be paying enough commitment to debate and i might get kicked out or something. I focused more on Robotics because it is pretty sad that we haven't gotten started yet. But today, we were productive enough to have come up with a nice prototype!!
I have been multi-tasking. Choral Speaking is so damn tempting I tell you. They practice 5 meters away and I join them every 5 minutes. Then I sneak down the hall to join Deabate for a while. Then I go to check on Chai and Edith whom are doing the E-Bulletin which is due today, apparently. Or else I go question about marks. I got 84 for BM Paper 1 ,and I'm really happy. I also got highest for Moral, 93. Chemistry i got 77. Highest is Miss Sharon with 85.
We got doughnuts for every teacher in Form 3 and 4. Happy Teacher's Day Eve!
Thanks to.....
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I have been multi-tasking. Choral Speaking is so damn tempting I tell you. They practice 5 meters away and I join them every 5 minutes. Then I sneak down the hall to join Deabate for a while. Then I go to check on Chai and Edith whom are doing the E-Bulletin which is due today, apparently. Or else I go question about marks. I got 84 for BM Paper 1 ,and I'm really happy. I also got highest for Moral, 93. Chemistry i got 77. Highest is Miss Sharon with 85.
We got doughnuts for every teacher in Form 3 and 4. Happy Teacher's Day Eve!
Thanks to.....
- Erica for helping out in our robot.
- Lip Yi for coaching us in Debate.
- Kim, Mildred and Adeline for helping in the Leo Bulletin.
- Pn Chan for helping us in the Bulletin too.
- Miss Susie who laughs along during Choral Speaking practice.
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Thursday, May 14, 2009
Black ThursdayI feel like I was just ravaged by swine flu, tossed into a bag, placed on Jalan Tun Jugah, and ran over repetitively by a large-sized lorry.
I even cried in front of Puan Carol. Pathetic!
I was disappointed all through the day. I failed Add Math. Okay, I'll just come out with it and say I got 47.
Never gotten that mark before. Can't even smile. Chai, Edith, Sharon, Letitia, Dorea, those smarties all got at least 60+. Highest is Steph who got 87. You're crazy Stephanie Nina!!!
I am just so crushed. I am so dead. I have failed myself. I have been a failure. I am embarassing myself, my class and Miss Chung.
I'm sorry.
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I even cried in front of Puan Carol. Pathetic!
I was disappointed all through the day. I failed Add Math. Okay, I'll just come out with it and say I got 47.
Never gotten that mark before. Can't even smile. Chai, Edith, Sharon, Letitia, Dorea, those smarties all got at least 60+. Highest is Steph who got 87. You're crazy Stephanie Nina!!!
I am just so crushed. I am so dead. I have failed myself. I have been a failure. I am embarassing myself, my class and Miss Chung.
I'm sorry.
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Wednesday, May 13, 2009
It's Over At LastI feel numbed. I don't feel like exam is over. I don't feel happy or anything. I just feel nothing.
Conclusion: Exams destroy minds.
I can't get all the facts out of my head. Plus, I screwed up Chemistry today. I did really badly, I barely finished. And for Math, I screwed up 2 questions. One of them, I saw number 5 as 2. I circled the wrong thing. I feel so depressed.
And, I'm going to be really busy tomorrow. Debate, Robotics, I have no idea what to do. Today we had Debate practice and I felt so brain dead. The juniors were really enthusiastic, and i must say I've never had so much random space trivia squished in my head in the space of a couple hours.
I miss Shelly and Linda.
I miss shopping.
I miss January.
Tomorrow I really don't want to get my papers back.
One thing about 3A1, where us Form4Sc1 are having our exams, is that it is unbalanced. One side, (my side) is dark and shadowy. Like, black notice board, the sweltering heat, the black shelves and the disturbing art pictures hung up on the notice board. And a gnarled, 4-season tree smack in the middle of the scene from a horror movie. And all those shadows cast on the walls. Plus, all the people sitting there, the ABCDE's, we're all dejected and moaning about failing.
Whilst on the other side, the people are all happy and productive. Their white shirts gleam, their future shines(maybe I'm being a bit too much). But I'm not kidding, over there everything is light and airy and there's the whiteboard, and wooden shelves which look cosy and happy, and ventilation shafts plus better lighting. They're not in the shade of trees or anything.
Conclusion: If I flunk, I can blame the environmental factors that contributed to it. Plus, I can downplay Sharon's success because she sits on the 'bright' side.
We cross over a lot from the Dark Side, Dorea and I. I am like a snail without a shell, I have lost my confidence and I am slowly drying up in a hypertonic solution of despair and hopelessness.
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Conclusion: Exams destroy minds.
I can't get all the facts out of my head. Plus, I screwed up Chemistry today. I did really badly, I barely finished. And for Math, I screwed up 2 questions. One of them, I saw number 5 as 2. I circled the wrong thing. I feel so depressed.
And, I'm going to be really busy tomorrow. Debate, Robotics, I have no idea what to do. Today we had Debate practice and I felt so brain dead. The juniors were really enthusiastic, and i must say I've never had so much random space trivia squished in my head in the space of a couple hours.
I miss Shelly and Linda.
I miss shopping.
I miss January.
Tomorrow I really don't want to get my papers back.
One thing about 3A1, where us Form4Sc1 are having our exams, is that it is unbalanced. One side, (my side) is dark and shadowy. Like, black notice board, the sweltering heat, the black shelves and the disturbing art pictures hung up on the notice board. And a gnarled, 4-season tree smack in the middle of the scene from a horror movie. And all those shadows cast on the walls. Plus, all the people sitting there, the ABCDE's, we're all dejected and moaning about failing.
Whilst on the other side, the people are all happy and productive. Their white shirts gleam, their future shines(maybe I'm being a bit too much). But I'm not kidding, over there everything is light and airy and there's the whiteboard, and wooden shelves which look cosy and happy, and ventilation shafts plus better lighting. They're not in the shade of trees or anything.
Conclusion: If I flunk, I can blame the environmental factors that contributed to it. Plus, I can downplay Sharon's success because she sits on the 'bright' side.
We cross over a lot from the Dark Side, Dorea and I. I am like a snail without a shell, I have lost my confidence and I am slowly drying up in a hypertonic solution of despair and hopelessness.
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&the time is 6:24 PM
posted by Ena ♥
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Tuesday, May 12, 2009
I Day LeftI performed satisfactorily today. That's all I can say. I could have gotten full marks for EST objective, but not no, i didn't. I could have gotten full marks for Sej1, but no.
I am beginning to like exams. It's like, after the second week, I just didn't care anymore. It's like we're so jaded that we don't care anymore. even the competitiveness is wearing off. It' s like,losing 1 mark doesn't evoke cries anymore. In fact, I would happily just have exams for the rest of my life, provided I never ever ever get the results back.
Top Reasons I Love Exams
1. Small bags.
2. No homework. No work at all!
3. No rules.
4. Eating in class.
5. Just come to school talk to friends then sit for exam only.
I love cats!
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I am beginning to like exams. It's like, after the second week, I just didn't care anymore. It's like we're so jaded that we don't care anymore. even the competitiveness is wearing off. It' s like,losing 1 mark doesn't evoke cries anymore. In fact, I would happily just have exams for the rest of my life, provided I never ever ever get the results back.
Top Reasons I Love Exams
1. Small bags.
2. No homework. No work at all!
3. No rules.
4. Eating in class.
5. Just come to school talk to friends then sit for exam only.
I love cats!
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&the time is 3:02 PM
posted by Ena ♥
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Monday, May 11, 2009
If I Was Jessica SimpsonToday i woke up and I felt so happy!!Lol.
The Sun was shining and it was so bright and warm!! It's really old too..It's been shining since I was born! Lol. Then, I turned on the lights. Isn't it amazing? That we have electricitee? I don't really know how to spell that, but it's amazing!
I then checked my boobs to make sure my implants were snug and secure. I made my way down the stairs and to the kitchen, where I had some cereal. It's healthy too, since it says "99% Carbs" on the front. Carbs are good right? Like Vitamin C! So, I don't have to throw up in the toilet.
Then, I think about my extremely hot ex-husband whom I miss so much because, who doesn't adore Nick? I miss him. But I guess I was too bimbo for him. Lol! Well, I should go see my sister now that she's alomost more popular than me and I should give her the time of the day.
By the way, anyone know what Lol stands for? I've been using it a lot because people tell me I can understand the meaning of a word if I use it in a sentence, but no lightbulbs so far. Anyone can tell me what it means? Lol!
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The Sun was shining and it was so bright and warm!! It's really old too..It's been shining since I was born! Lol. Then, I turned on the lights. Isn't it amazing? That we have electricitee? I don't really know how to spell that, but it's amazing!
I then checked my boobs to make sure my implants were snug and secure. I made my way down the stairs and to the kitchen, where I had some cereal. It's healthy too, since it says "99% Carbs" on the front. Carbs are good right? Like Vitamin C! So, I don't have to throw up in the toilet.
Then, I think about my extremely hot ex-husband whom I miss so much because, who doesn't adore Nick? I miss him. But I guess I was too bimbo for him. Lol! Well, I should go see my sister now that she's alomost more popular than me and I should give her the time of the day.
By the way, anyone know what Lol stands for? I've been using it a lot because people tell me I can understand the meaning of a word if I use it in a sentence, but no lightbulbs so far. Anyone can tell me what it means? Lol!
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&the time is 1:51 PM
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♥ Oh Thee Foolish One
Today I practically threw away my marks with my extreme carelessness. Math was fine except that we were given new graph paper in the middle of the exam because the given one was too small. But it was fine, I actually finished with an hour to kill.
And suddenly, I had the extreme urge to fold a Japanese crane. So I did. I tore up my old graph paper and started. Miss Susie came to check on what I was doing and then I was given a 'Why-are-you-folding-origami-during-your-math-exam?' look.
And for Bio, 3 marks gone. Because..well well, you're going to laugh. i thought iodine solution turned starch yellow-brown!! But as even the Form2's can tell me, it sadly doesn't.
For Chemistry, the question I spent a painstaking 20 minutes on a 10-mark question and I was so proud that i got it right and all and voila, hydrocarbon isn't CH2 and bonus for everyone!!!
SHIT.
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And suddenly, I had the extreme urge to fold a Japanese crane. So I did. I tore up my old graph paper and started. Miss Susie came to check on what I was doing and then I was given a 'Why-are-you-folding-origami-during-your-math-exam?' look.
And for Bio, 3 marks gone. Because..well well, you're going to laugh. i thought iodine solution turned starch yellow-brown!! But as even the Form2's can tell me, it sadly doesn't.
For Chemistry, the question I spent a painstaking 20 minutes on a 10-mark question and I was so proud that i got it right and all and voila, hydrocarbon isn't CH2 and bonus for everyone!!!
SHIT.
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&the time is 1:40 PM
posted by Ena ♥
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Sunday, May 10, 2009
Make UpI don't know what is the deal with people who are against makeup and are constantly trying to get me to stop using makeup because, "I'm young, and therefore since there is a law stating that teens cannot wear makeup.." or "It's not good at a young age(yea right)".. It's up to them if they want to be against makeup, but once again when they are PREACHING to me, that's when it gets annoying and comes out in a post like this.
I mean, It's not like I use makeup everyday. Or I use very thick makeup. Or I use makeup to school. I have nothing against makeup.
It makes me feel good. It gives me confidence. It makes me feel less ugly (though that might not be in your case, but if you think i am equally ugly with makeup, then shut up, your comment is not welcome), and it just plain makes me feel better.
Got a problem with that?
If you want to be all out natural, you should discard all the shampoo in your house and slaughter a few pigs and use their lard to lather your hair. Or toss out your deodorants and proceed to pollute the air with your smelly armpits.
I don't believe I am harming my skin with makeup (though a certain smart-ass said "You'll see in a few years" ). I don't believe I am harming anyone. That is why I do not believe in letting people lecture and preach me constantly. If I was a junkie and you constantly preached at me, I wouldn't mind but in the case of wearing makeup, just who am i harming? Myself? No, as I stated it builds my self-esteem (sad huh, my confidence comes from a lipstick tube). The animals the makeup companies are testing on? My parents whom I do not ask to pay for me by the way?
Take a look.
Totally without makeup. And another one where I look like the Bride of Frankenstein.
There are those when I look like Voldemort. In this one, the lighting is nice but I look like I'm missing a nose. And I look 50. Look at the eyebags.
Now, those where I look like my face is a gold mine(a.k.a many many holes). Plus my lips look frostbitten purple.
Now those I look good..with makeup and without Photoshop.
HAHA.
My favourite picture of myself.
And to clinch off this post which started indignantly and turned out vainly,
Cheers!!!
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I mean, It's not like I use makeup everyday. Or I use very thick makeup. Or I use makeup to school. I have nothing against makeup.
It makes me feel good. It gives me confidence. It makes me feel less ugly (though that might not be in your case, but if you think i am equally ugly with makeup, then shut up, your comment is not welcome), and it just plain makes me feel better.
Got a problem with that?
If you want to be all out natural, you should discard all the shampoo in your house and slaughter a few pigs and use their lard to lather your hair. Or toss out your deodorants and proceed to pollute the air with your smelly armpits.
I don't believe I am harming my skin with makeup (though a certain smart-ass said "You'll see in a few years" ). I don't believe I am harming anyone. That is why I do not believe in letting people lecture and preach me constantly. If I was a junkie and you constantly preached at me, I wouldn't mind but in the case of wearing makeup, just who am i harming? Myself? No, as I stated it builds my self-esteem (sad huh, my confidence comes from a lipstick tube). The animals the makeup companies are testing on? My parents whom I do not ask to pay for me by the way?
Take a look.
Totally without makeup. And another one where I look like the Bride of Frankenstein.
There are those when I look like Voldemort. In this one, the lighting is nice but I look like I'm missing a nose. And I look 50. Look at the eyebags.
Now, those where I look like my face is a gold mine(a.k.a many many holes). Plus my lips look frostbitten purple.
Now those I look good..with makeup and without Photoshop.
HAHA.
My favourite picture of myself.
And to clinch off this post which started indignantly and turned out vainly,
Cheers!!!
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&the time is 1:07 PM
posted by Ena ♥
